Ch-1~Is life worth living?

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Your name is Jasmine, a 22 years old girl, who lives in the US and is a fashion designer by profession.

Jasmine's POV

I woke up as my alarm went out and looked up at the same boring ceiling with the same old fan. I took a deep breath. Everything around me sucks. My days feel terrible even though everything is going as usual. I just go through every day as I have to and at the end of every day I feel like, I repeated the yesterday. Life is too dull.
I was thinking about how cruel and useless life is when I remembered today is Monday and I have got a lot of work in the office. I pulled myself off my thoughts and rose from my bed, where I spend most of my days. I walked slowly to the dressing area and looked at my reflection in the mirror. I am looking terrible with unwashed hair and these big dark circles. The pimples are making me look more awful. I sighed again and made my way to the washroom, and quickly freshened up. Then I dressed in something official like a shirt and trousers, tied my messy hair in a high ponytail, and again went to the dressing area to hide my terrible face with some makeup.

TIME SKIP, IN OFFICE

It's lunch break but I am busy completing the overloaded work which has piled up, due to my holidays last week. My co-workers are chatting with each other and enjoying their lunch. I am not feeling like eating today so I didn't make any lunch. Even eating is tiring these days. So, I am just working hard to finish all the work and go home as quickly as possible. I hate staying here, I hate staying around people as they keep ignoring me. Even in this office where I have been working for 2 years now, not a single person talks to me without business. I feel so lonely...All the time.

TIME SKIP, EVENING

I am making my way through the quiet alley to my apartment. I feel so tired from all the stress. But finally, I finished all the official work and I can go home and slump back into my bed. In a few minutes, I reached my apartment and as I entered the drawing room, I can't help but smile at the framed picture on my wall. No, it's not a family picture or a group photo with friends as u usually can see in most houses, but it's more than that. It's a group p photo of my favorite k-pop group BTS...Yes, I am a BTS ARMY and I am thankful for that, cause without them I would probably be dead by now. Their angelic smile and their love for their fans make me feel loved and cared too.
As I was exhausted I took my clothes from the wardrobe and went to the washroom to freshen up. After having been relaxing shower I grabbed a cup of coffee and threw myself on the bed.

A/N~

I hope all of you liked this chapter,the next chapter shall be uploaded soon. I am a new writer and its my 1st story so please manage with my silly mistakes and I would request u to keep on reading as there are some really interesting chapters coming up... stay tuned❤️

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