Journey to my destiny || a pjm x oc(Fem Reader)ff

Ch-17 ~ It's me!!

TIME SKIP

2 months later

AUTHOR'S POV

Kate...I love you so much, we will be best friends forever, we won't ever leave each other...

Why?? Why did you leave me? You promised me not to leave...u promised to stay...I loved you...I- I trusted you...

Mom...dad...I need someone to talk,i have no one who loves me...who cares for me...I have no one to share my thoughts with...I miss you, Kate...I miss all of the joule, Maya, Lucy...I miss you all so much...but I know you don't, you don't miss me cause ...you never loved me...no one did. Everything was fake...everything.

BTS...those 7 living angels...they are my only comfort...and my only reason to live. I am so tired...lonely...I don't think my life is worth living...

Bye...sorry... the happiness from the 7 people who are so far away from me and don't have the slightest idea of my existence, is not enough for me to continue living...I wish I could meet them...maybe in the next life...

She woke up...from an uncomfortable dream...no,it wasn't a dream. It was a flashback, a flashback of her life,her childhood, and her 20s

JASMINE'S POV

It wasn't an accident...no, it was not an accident ...it was my wish, my wish to die...I attempted suicide...It's all clear to me now.That's the reason I could never remember a car crash or something like that.Because no car crash actually happened.I tried to kill myself...I was , mentally unstable...

AND I was their fan...I was a BTS ARMY...that's why Jimin's name sounded familiar...the other members ...seemed like I already knew them.the picture...the picture in my bedroom, the portraits of the 7 members in my sketchbook...it all makes sense now.

JIMIN...the stories Jimin has been telling me for the past months...they are not stories...they are the pieces of my own life...Jimin wanted me to get my memories back...he tried to give me back my life...the memories of the life I lost.

BUT how did he know about all these...I can get that answer from him...I can't wait.

I quickly take my phone and see the time 3: 54 am. Still...I open the chat and text him.I hope he checks it...

I keep my phone back on the nightstand and bury my face in the pillow...I think about my past life...the friends I had...the people I loved...I think of my destiny...me losing my memory...coming to Seoul...and meeting jimin and all the BTS members...how my biggest desire is fulfilled, without me even knowing...it's funny how life works...