Journey to my destiny || a pjm x oc(Fem Reader)ff

Ch-11 ~ Is she okay??

I smiled at them as their words comforted me and as always helped me to make up my mind. We went to our rooms after this conversation. All of us were tired, so everyone fell asleep quickly. But, I had to talk with jazz first, or else my mind won't rest a bit. I checked my phone which was on the nightstand ...I am kind of amused to see 8 missed calls from Jazz. Why did she call so many times all of sudden? I mean her calls were nothing new but...she had stopped calling a few days ago...I guess she gave up, getting it that I won't pick up the call. Then why did she call me again...I remembered what Suga hyung said- " don't worry too much". Yeah, I am worrying too much. I pull myself off my thoughts and press the CALL button. My heart is beating fast, my palms are sweaty. Why am I so nervous? We just have to talk...right?

The phone keeps on ringing but I get no response from the other side. I keep on calling, pacing around my room restlessly. But...no use. After calling about 11 times, I give up. I sigh deeply, feeling disappointed and hurt. First, she called me so many times, and now when I am calling her she won't pick up. What is it she wants? I run my hand through my hair, still pacing. Wait...wot if something has happened to her? What if she called me for help? Jazz, are u okay?

I couldn't sleep till late at night. I felt so restless. As the other members were sleeping, I had none to talk to. So I forced myself to lay on the bed. I started checking my phone to distract myself.

Twitter was flooding with posts about today's concert, from ARMY worldwide. Some shared their experience at the concert while some of them expressed their wish to join the concert. It felt good. As my thoughts moved from jazz, I slowly fell asleep...

At the hospital

JM

Jazz,I am so sorry jazz. I left you when you needed me. I won't ever do that again, please stay with me. please don't leave. I can't live without you...please...

JAZZ

I don't wish to leave you, but I have to. You are too late to save me, sorry Jimin. You left me, now it's my turn...

I woke up, feeling the sweat all over my body...so it was a nightmare. It has to be, what I just say can't be true. She can't leave me like that. She can't die. She has to be alright...It's just a dream.

I checked the time, it was 7 in the morning. So...I was sleeping deeply. I took a deep breath to calm myself. Slowly, I moved out of bed and did my morning chores. I took a shower, which made me feel a little better. Then I dressed up and quickly had my breakfast. The others were still sleeping so I made some breakfast for them too. By the time I leave the house, it's 8:37 am.