Eden POVTime already flew by so fast and it was already 12:00 In afternoon. Today was a Saturday so I got to sleep in pretty well.
I had already finished with my shower. I was looking at myself in the mirror as I brushed my hair. As I brush through the strands I hear the brush rustle as it breaks apart the knots.
After I finished with my hair I set the brush down in my counter and I walked towards my drawer to find some clothes for today. I decided not to wear anything formal, only because this is a bar I'm going to be working. Although it is a fancy place, I don't have the time to get all dressed up.
I make my decision and grab a long sleeve black shirt, it was tight on me but that's how I wanted it. Then I slipped on black high waisted jeans. They were sorta loose at the bottom, towards my feet, but I didn't mind. I then slipped on converse and walked over to my bed.
I set myself down and looked up at my ceiling and just thought for a moment. Since I had some time before I could leave.
What if I don't get the job? Then I'm gonna be stuck at the shitty cafe. I really do hope I can do this.
I groaned to myself to the thought of it. I would love to work at the bar, especially with Harry, he seems like a sweet guy and he is very cute too.
Hopefully Harrys friends are fun to be around. I love to have fun, sometimes I can get out of hand though. But I just wanna live life to the fullest, you know? I mean doesn't everyone wanna, run away from the cops, sneak out, get drunk, have sex in the most random places, smoke once in a while, all that fun shit. Not that I haven't done any of those, I've almost done all of them.
Except sex. I guess I'm just not comfortable with it yet. Especially exposing my body to another. It's just a scary thing in general to me. You don't know what can happen.
Besides I haven't even had a boyfriend since middle school. I wouldn't even count him as a boyfriend, to be honest.
In Highschool i was hoping to find someone, and maybe experience love for the first time. They way people describe love, its beautiful. But is it really? That's the question I ask myself all time.
Do people really love someone, or do they just say they do. I hope to fall in love one day. People make love seem like a dream, you never want to be away for too long from your partner, all you wanna do is kiss them, or you just do everything with them. Maybe love can distract me from my thoughts. I hope I find love one day and experience that people make it seem.
I hope Harry's friends are cool though, Im excited to meet them but nervous. What if they think I'm weird or what if I don't I fit in.
I got up from off of the bed and headed to my door. I fixed my hair as I locked up my apartment room and headed down to the lobby.
As i was heading down the stairs I saw Margaret at the front desk. She is a small old lady that runs the apartment, she is sweet and lovely. She always wears her glasses. She's a bit slow, so sometimes she asks me for help. I don't mind, she's given me a place to live so the least I could do is help her out.
I walk past Margaret and give her a smile before I leave. She gives me a small smile, watching me leave the building. Once I step outside the warm breeze hits me. It was so beautiful out and a little hot.
The sun was beaming right at me, probably because I was wearing all black. I started to regret wearing this but, I didn't have time to go back and change. I needed to go out for lunch and then head over to Sebastians a bit early so maybe Harry can help me out for the interview, I guess.
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