It's been a year since I lost the spice in my words.
Discombobulated and irresolute at the same time.
I thought I had already overcome the biggest rivalry in my whole life, but I was wrong.
I am still filled green with envy and bitterness for those people who gain a bunch of achievements, and popularity in the field where I do belong and bring honor to their families.
While I was, I was left behind.
Feeling like a fish out of water.
I am out of this world.
So I started distancing away and isolating myself from all the people.
In the period of my isolation, I spend my time appreciating the beauty of nature.
The growl of thunder and the outrage of waves unexpectedly brought me a sang-froid.
The full bloom of sunflowers reminds me that every cloud has a silver lining.
If I am compassionate to prove that I have something to be proud of.
In short, nature was my sanctuary and my healing ground.
And today is the onset of my Beginning.
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