See you on the other side~Oumami~(read Decs)

Kissing Corpse

Today It felt weird, like something...I don't know bad or good.. Rantaro came in my room giving me food and asking me what book should he read for me,some time passed, I got little tired, so yeah.. he was talking to me and I was just nodding for head shaking, he understand everything I wanted to say, just like he knew me for years!

We waved our goodbyes and both left their way. I met loser while lost Lying Game(Kaede) on my way, she seemed nervous... Maybe she is mastermind. She probaly is, or she is planning to do something stupid, I gave her death stare as she continued to run after Shuichi.She will do something.And just like that, I took my way to Kirumi, her and I talked for hours, just kidding I was annoying her for hours! It was so much of fun!

Some kind of alarm set on, someone is about to die. Were my first thoughts. I just knew something will happen, some short ass time passed, and alarm was off. Someone is dead.

I found everybody in library,they were circled around something, probaly desde person.. I did not want to see that, but you know..I have to show my cold pshyo face around everyone, so I went straight to body to see..

My beloved laying dead in floor with blood everywhere.. No.. Someone, and only one who made me feel loved.. is dead in front of me... I wanted to scream loud and cry in his laps hugging his lifeless body.Shuichi looked at me, came to me and patted my shoulder.I just looked at Rantaro's dead body. No. No. No. Pretend you don't care about him.They can't see you have feelings.I took deep breath and opened my mouth saying:"Wh-what...?This is lie,right?My dearest Rantaro is de-, Oh I mean.. was kiiiiiiiiiled!!"Shuichi looked at me like saying,no,whispering:"Hey Kokichi.. Sorry for your loss, you will get better soon.. give your self sometime."I smiled at him,also giggling, I actually wanted to die, to despair.. but I will not give up.. even though my mind were already full of negative thoughts.

Everyone left room, I stayed alone with him,holding his dead arm, and laying on floor with him. Kissing his corpse. Kokichi you freak he is dead! But.. like I said... I will lose my mind without him. That was our last kiss... "Goodbye Rantaro"I said while crying next to his corpse. I will never feel same way with anyone like I felt with Rantaro..My mind  went black as I left Rantaro alone in that silent room without seeing him smile as usual.. This waved goodbye, was our last goodbye.