▦ chapter 5 ▦

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taehyung was confused he was struggling with his own thoughts, the time when jungkook run away he feel guilt in his chest,

but why? it's not the first time he has bullied someone then why is he regretting after bulling jungkook,

actually in taehyung's language we can't call it bullying, he didn't let his victim go before he begs to let him go.

why do jungkook's teary eyes affect him this much? any reason? maybe, but who is there to explain it to taehyung. apparently no one.

he was sitting in the garden smoking again, actually, he went to class but didn't find the particular someone there so no he is here.

inhaling the toxic smoke, actually enjoying it, we can't blame him though, it's been two years since it becomes his addiction.

Is there someone who wants to know the reason? no? it's ok

he was in deep thought that he didn't even notice the presence of his friend beside him.

"life is confusing isn't it?" yoongi asked, taehyung didn't react much to the sudden voice he just closed his eyes took a big puff from his stick and hummed afterward.

"one time it gives us happiness that we forget all the sad time all the worries and next movement it takes everything from us and leaves us alone in the darkness," taehyung added further,

yoongi looked at his friend with sad eyes, he know what taehyung meant by these words 

and it hurt when he remembers the part of his friend's life where he saw him broken, crying a complete mess.

"No one has control over it," yoongi answered taehyung looked at his friend, he know yoongi is trying to say something, but what?

but the next sentence makes it clear to taehyung,

"the only thing we can do is to make sure that we don't let the thing go that we have," yoongi said, he patted taehyung's shoulder and walked away.

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jungkook is still sitting in the washroom the lending against the wall, his hand are full of blood a blade was laying next to him covered with blood,

jungkook is still sitting in the washroom the lending against the wall, his hand are full of blood a blade was laying next to him covered with blood,

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but he really doesn't care, he was busy thinking about his life, and there is a certain question stuck in his mind.

"why is he even alive?" he thought, 'it's not really like someone will care if I die' he mumbled to his

parents? heck, they themself want to see his dead body, friends? he never had and still, he doesn't have, a sibling? 

he won't have any siblings but this word reminds him of a boy, a bond with that boy, someone who really cares about him,

but where he is? jungkook doesn't know,

after what he did today he brocks his promise, he promised the boy that he will not do it again but look he again cut himself,

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