Midnight sun (taekook)

ᗢ chapter 13 ᗢ

"fuck him I am not going to wed anyone, significantly when I know how I feel about that bunny-faced boy." taehyung thought, he had constantly been smoking for the past half an hour,

but little did he knows that he got no power against his father, he signed laboriously thinking a possible way to avoid the marriage.

but he knows he can't do anything he feels vulnerable in loving somebody.....again...

"the whole fucking globe is against me," he cursed under his gust taking a whiff from his stick,

disowning his father would not be the correct conclusion and he knows that, he knows he has to obey whatever his fat-fucking-her demands him,

and one side of him is still grateful that he is not so hooked to jungkook currently but the thing he doesn't know is that love is not about attachments it doesn't need much time to occur indeed it increases over time,

but sometimes eye contact for two seconds can be enough for love or sometimes  it doesn't seem in even 20 years,

"I will fucking ruin that bastard's life with my own hands" his entire countenance is red due to rage,

he is getting frustrated how can he be so jinxed, so unlucky that when eventually he decided to allow someone in his life, his faith shut all the entries for it,

when ultimately he was able to gather the courage to love someone once again his faith killed his little hope,

he hates himself for making this kind of decision but he has to, no matter whom his father will choose for him but he can't cheat on him or her,

he hates cheaters from every single cell present in his body, he will never want to be one of them, 

and every time he reminds his past his hate only grows more and more, the hatred he had been growing for the past 4 years is enough for him to be loyal to his future partner,

maybe he will not be able to give him or her his love but the guarantee of loyalty will be lifelong,

Trust is something that binds 2 people in a relationship where both of them can rely on each other without any hesitation.

They get connected to each other with a nonvisible thread that is unknowingly very strong.

And he knows at this time he can't trust anyone even if he tries.

But in the exact circumstances, he knows that he doesn't want to trust anyone, especially in a situation where his hand is going to be held by someone and his heart and mind is occupied by someone else.

He is blaming his father this time when he decided to give a second chance to his desires,

His so-called father was standing there blocking his way to his imaginary happiness...

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'Kim Taehyung', the person he doesn't like even a bit. how can he get married to him,

jungkook is sitting on his bed recalling his conversation with his parents, he knows that surely his parents don't know about the actual image of Taehyung that jungkook has created in his mind,

under the pressure of sediments, his word is the thing he is regretting the most right now, 

it usually happens when we get lost in emotion and take some decisions which we regret the whole life,

The worst thing Jungkook had imagined was way much better than his current situation.

What worse could have happened...? Death?

Heck, that would be better but now that he knows that his emotions have fucked him up once again he can't do anything.

the movement he first encounters with taehyung he is regretting the movement, he wished that he had never encountered taehyung,

that black-haired boy had turned his already fucked life upside-down, that even make him think that he was a useless piece of shit, who only deserve hate and tears in his life,

now finally when something he thinks that is going to be good with him taehyung was already present there to ruin this also,

He was reminding the time when he was an emotionless person who never had any sentiments on his face.

But he wonder how with a simple apology his emotions got the best of him but the problem was that the emotions got too much to handle.

They were too much that he lost control and fucked his life up,

For the first time in his life, he is worried, worried about his future,

Not worried exactly but he is afraid, afraid to face the future with a person whom he hates so much,

When he was alone he didn't have any fear of even death, cause he knew that he have to face everything alone

But the thought of having a person whom we exactly hate beside us for the rest of our life' would seed a fear inside us

And unknowingly whenever we will try to think about the upcoming situation the plant of fear would only grows bigger and larger,

When Jungkook was alone he never had this kind of fear because he never hated his surrounding or the people around him,

Even at once in his life, he had also believed that the life he was living is normal.

Like abuse, Straveness, self-harm, buries, scares, and blood, these things were his best friend,

And having a great Lackness of maturing he was thinking that everything is like this for others too.

But the time he rejoined the world outside.

He finds out that reality was so different than his imagination,

We all know that the real world is so harsh, but when jungkook saw the real world it was less scary for him than his life of his,

He spread living inside the four walls with two people named 'his loving father and mother' by the world,

now when he is free from the four walls another prison is waiting for him which seems more like a nightmare to him,

can you now imagine how much hate there is in jungkook's heart for taehyung, and he is seeing no chance for this marriage,

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