Midnight sun (taekook)

● chapter 12 ●

Empty is a word to describe the sadness that is caused by losing something or when something is taken from you,

taehyung felt empty yet so full of emotions, the fear of losing someone is making him go crazy, but at the same time he won't care about it,

the unknown feeling that made the place in his heart driving him mad, 

like the tiny thing could push him over the edge, he felt like there is nothing which is left inside him,

like the time when you realize that everything you are looking for only exists in your dreams,

The term "stabbed me in the back" is a recognized vernacular for someone who was betrayed. Well in taehyung's case he felt he was "stabbed in the chest."

he never thought that a single phrase from someone could affect him so much, Words can hurt, and words can repair, but the thing he didn't know is that words can be this dangerous,

by now the thing that he had already cleared in his mind was that the little bunny thing was playing with his heart,

but he is afraid, no he is not afraid to love but to lose, losing someone can be worst when he or she is the only thing you have to live on,

the world is so selfish, and he realise it when he was willing to be loved by someone,

people give hope but break it themself, leaving everything like it was not there in the first place,

and it hurts, like really hurts when the one we want, the one we love, the one we desire, the one we need never think of us as important,

isn't it a miracle some words can make you realize things you are confuse about for a long time,

"I will never be the same person again," taehyung decided to himself and add a nod afterward,

he stood up threw the cigreet and crushed it under his foot,

but his phone rang suddenly he rolled his eyes already guessing who it can be but to his surprise,

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'selfish oldie' it shows on the screen

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with a happy smile, Jungkook was skipping his steps and jumped toward the dining table , everything was set there,

and his parents were waiting for him, he went near them and stood there thinking where he should sit.

his father smiled and pointed to the place next to him,

"sit here dear" he nodded and placed himself there the breakfast went smoothly little chit-chat and laughing together jungkook feels like his dream of a happy family come true,

they were almost done with dinner when his mother asked out of the blue,

"kook-ah do you like someone??" and that the time for jungkook to choke on his food,

a glass of water come into his view given by his mother he gulped the whole in one go, placed the empty glass on the table,

"huh?" he unconsciously let out,

"i-i mean like if you like someone" his mother repeated with a shiply smile, jungkook cleared his throat and shook his head cheeks covered with a red shade of embarrassment,

"umm so dear I want to not I-we want to tell you something," his mother said as jungkook raised his brow,

"bub you know we failed to give you the love you deserve" his mother started, jungkook was about to interrupt but his mother signed him to listen to him first,