Midnight sun (taekook)

¥ chapter 17 ¥

"You know you can speak," maybe he noticed my confusion,

I don't want to interrupt him, I want him to keep going with whatever he is saying maybe I am not getting a single word he is saying,

but that never gave me any right to interrupt him, especially him.

"Keep talking," I said annoyed by the fact that he stopped talking, I didn't know what his voice did to me,

but the thing I knew right now was that his voice was my favorite sound,

It assured me that this world can be so stunning, If it is stupid to get obsessed over voice then I am insanely stupid.

It's like I have become homesick for the sound of his voice.

he hummed before resuming "But we have to do it"

he halted, what is he even talking about,

"but there are a few things I wanna clarify." interrupting him feels foul,

"about?" I asked in pure confusion

seems like he was irritated, "What do you mean by 'about' it's about the marriage."

The fuck does he know about it, how in the world does he know about it, more importantly, what does he wanna talk about it,

wait, 'what the fuck,' my inner soul cried

'Calm your nerves down, he is breathing near us' I soothed myself,

"It's about our marriage Taehyung" he added,

did he say ours? Don't fucking play with me,

I stood up from my seat and grabbed my phone before dialing the contact I hastes the most, without saying anything else I moved aside seeking some privacy,

"Look who called--" I interrupted, I fucking hate when people speak,

"What is the name of the persons to whom I am getting married?" It was so straight.

"Jungkook, It's Jeon Jungkook, son of Jeon Jungw--" I hanged up,

'I wanna live in this dream forever' said my inner self when those remarks reached my ears,

It's a beautiful realization,

Wait, what? what am I even doing, what the fuck has happened to me, I am going crazy, again.

'my darling I know, I know the past haunt you, I know. But let's take a chance, maybe just maybe he'll kiss our fears away' my inner self said, so brutally that I felt like laughing at myself,

'Oh really!! you think he loves us. LOL,' I mocked myself for even thinking about it,

'But we didn't give up in her era, did we?' I fucking hate myself,

I put my cell phone back in my pocket, taking a deep breath I decided to get myself back, knowing I was gonna lose myself again,

maybe this time by his eyes,

or maybe his voice will be again to be blamed,

or maybe the way he breathes,

or maybe the way he exists,

or maybe his existence,

'shut the fuck up' I scolded myself so irritated just by the power he holds over me,

Returning to the table, His was looking into his phone screen another hand holding the drink which he must have ordered,

taking sips from time to time, he looked up, maybe he sensed my presence,

"Are these what we call manners, Mr. Kim Taehyung," He put his phone aside giving his whole attention to me,

'there is something breathtaking about the way he says my name,' I took my seat keeping my expressions as neutral as I could,

"I am mannerless, when it comes to you, doll" I stared deep into his eyes and he greeted his teeth, his grip got tight around the glass.

"but there are a few things I wanna clarify," he repeated himself,

and this time I understood, I understood everything, I am loving it more, That it is making me want to smile,

I used to think that life is predictable, it all depends on your own choices and actions, you make your future and nothing can change that, Every event is always planned,

But he. He made me fall in love with unexpected,

I didn't reply just looked at him signaling him to continue,

"Nothing will be real," he said the first thing and I heard a crack,

"It wasn't real, nothing. Nothing was real," she said, the sound of her heels started to sound too loud to breath

"stop playing with me, petal" I composed myself, gathering enough courage to let something out, my heart refused to believe that,

"That's what I exactly said, baby boy, I am done playing" It feels like someone just ripped my heart open,

"I hate you because I will have to wonder for the rest of my life why I wasn't enough,"

"Because I only wanted you for a show," she added adding more scares in my heart,

"I didn't deserve that, you knew it too," I smiled,

"your biggest mistake is to think that people also want you the way you want them, so childish baby boy." she laughed, she fucking dared to laugh,

"And you aren't going to even apologize, are you?" I am a breathing body by now, only a breathing body,

"sorry's are for mistakes sweetheart," and that was the worst goodbye, which no one deserves.

I nodded not believing my voice right now,

"not falling in love at all," he said with a little chuckle, seems like he thinks that this thing is stupid,

" I know, I know this is unnecessary because it's not possible."

'who is going to tell him' I nodded again,

and the list goes on with all the things I expected, 'with all the things, my heart lone to change.'

"We have many formalities to fulfill before this event takes place, together," He said

'Together sounds so fucking lovely,'

I tossed my cell phone towards him, he caught it with much difficulty maybe because it was out of the blue,

he raised one brow in confusion, not understanding,

"4268, your phone number," I said, and he did. he typed his phone number,

"Don't you have any conditions for this event?" he asked returning my cell phone,

I stood up, put my phone back in my pocket put the cash on the table for drinks,

"I have my ways to fulfill my conditions related to our marriage,"

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