Midnight sun (taekook)

۝ chapter 8 ۝

Jungkook is utterly confused or I must say surprised from the core, because today, his parents didn't hit him, heck they didn't even insult him.

they just act like he didn't exist and Jungkook is speechless when the maid brings food to his room saying that his mother send it for him,

he is debating whether he should eat or not because he is having different kinds of thoughts running in his head 'did she add poison?' he thought to himself.

well anyone could think like this if they are facing torture for several years and suddenly they find themself getting treated better, listening to the tumors like

"bitch you were the biggest mistake of my life."

"sluts like you deserve to die."

"you are a piece of shit who is here only to waste oxygen."

"you are a disappointment for us bitch"

"you are a fag, who can only whores around"

"worse seems like you didn't get the new dick up in your ass today."

from the same person who suddenly sends food for you, memories start flowing in jungkook's head making him shut his eyes tightly,

he bit his bottom lip tightly, and his teeth make a cut in his flash which starts to bleed, the sour taste of blood could be felt in jungkook's mouth but he cared less.

the shook his head trying to get rid of these types of thoughts,

he runs to the washroom and looks at himself in the mirror, opening the tap he splashed water on his face, the tiredness is visible in his eyes,

Yes, he is tired of all the shit he is going through, he wants to end all this it will only take a deep cut, lots of blood, and a little pain but lots of courage.

he wants to escape from the dark world, people say that everyone gets happiness in their lives they just have to wait, but Jungkook is tired of waiting.

he wants to ask someone 'if he did something really bad that he is facing all this now', 'is he this bad'

he signed knowing that no one has the answer.

he went back to his bedroom and lay down on the bed completely ignoring the plate full of food placed on the glass table.

he closed his eyes finally finding some peace and he fall into dreamland instently.

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taehyung is sitting on his bed sleep is not taking over, the uneasiness that happens to build up in his chest makes it worst. anxiety?

Anxiety is a feeling of unease, worry, or fear. Everyone feels anxious at some point in their life, but for some people, it can be an ongoing problem just like Taehyung,

the internal debuted which he is facing, he wants to scream at himself to let the certain person occupy his mind so badly that he is finding it difficult to make him leave his thoughts,

"what the fuck is going with us?" he asked himself, gripping his hair in frustration.

Sometimes you think that you want to disappear but in reality, all you want is to be found, Taehyung wants to he wants to find himself.

He wants to see what his real self feels like,

But the dark clouds of Fakeness are covering the Taehyung he used to be, and the fun fact is that the clouds are made by Taehyung himself.