Mom looked at me hesitant, "yeah he is" she replied in anger. I smiled bitterly, I was a pawn, a toy.
"But I really loved you, I cared for you and provided everything you would need, what else matters?" She said, so cruel her voice sounded.
"My opinion" I said looking at her with the still bitter smile present, "did you ever ask me what I wanted? Ever spend time with me like an actual parent should? Did you ever truly care for me? Did you ever see me smile with you? Did you never question why I was always crying, sure it was training but did you never see my empty eyes? You, a mother as you call yourself? Don't deserve that title, do you know how confused I was while raising my son? I did not know how I should behave? I did not want to be like you, I wanted to raise him in a way such that he'd come running to me when j called out his name, with you? All I wanted to do was run away from you." I said my face wet with the silent tears I cried.
"That's, absurd" she said a breath in her voice.
"Do whatever you want, I don't care about you or anything anymore, I just want to live with my people, people who actually cared about what I wanted and me, do you know how much I've surffered and still am, when I first met Jungkook, I was against him, loosing my self to him? I wanted to stab him, kill him, you brought this addiction, I've killed fucking over half of the people who were in this facility years back, I came to a point where killing became a need for me, and I developed issues, issues where everything would turn red, and when I came out of my trance everyone around me would be dead, I was scared to go near my son, my own son. And you brought this upon me and yourself, to the point where I'm guessing even your son left you."
She looked at me horrified, I was sure no-one had even tried to talk to her back and now that she was being at, she was realising something? But I had lost too much trust in her to think that she'd actually feel remorse for what she had done.
"I'm done with you mistreating me and my family, please leave me alone, you know that even if you send officers after me it's not going to make a difference." She didn't say anything and just sat down. Looking at me as if I was a failed experiment, but I didn't care, didn't want to either.
But I failed to hear what she said a while later, "Oh but it does make a difference if I harm you family. Doesn't it my sweet creation?"
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Criminal Love
FanfictionA Story about a very innocent girl, Kim Y/N who gets caught up with a Wanted Criminal, Jeon Jungkook, because of a onenight stand with him, but in the process becomes a Wanted criminal too. What will happen to both of them as their fate is tangled u...
