Criminal Love

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He let himself fall on the bed grabbing my waist and pulling me towards him under the blankets.

"W-what were you doing all these years" I took up the courage and asked him, it was like day one for us.

"Jail" was the only word he said making me gasp and squirm out of his hold to look at him.

"Why! What happened?" I asked worried clutching the blanket tightly.

"After you went, I was in depression, killing whoever opposed me, I thought you were just like everyone else, leaving me." He said making me look down.

I was what he thought, I had left him, whatever the reason was, I left him.

"But, you're the first person who left to protect me" he said playing with my hand.

"You left a letter for Miyeon didn't you?" He said sadly smiling.

"You told her that you did not want me to get hurt and we're going to leave me to keep me safe in the letter, But she loved you, so she sent many people to search for you about 2 years back." He took a pause

"She was always scared to mention your name thinking something bad would happen if I got angry instead, but one day she got tired and scolded me, showing me the letter."

"She told me she had gotten tired of all my rackets and she had finally sent men to look for me and they had found you"

Flashback

Jungkook POV

"You fucking have a son Jungkook"

No, I don't

"What are you talking about! I don't have one, just leave me alone!"

"After she left she was pregnant Jungkook!"

"Who was!"

She came and cupped my cheeks in anger

"Stop fucking acting like you don't know her and try to understand the goddamn situation!"

"Look what you've made of yourself! She's rasing a son alone!"

"She left me! What am i supposed to do Miyeon!"

"Goddammit Jungkook! She fucking left you to protect you!, You know what I'm done with hiding this from you, she fucking left because you got shot that day and she thought it was her fault"

"She's rasing YOUR kid alone, as a single mother!"

Flashback end

"She told me to give up everything but being a mafia is who I am so instead I served 7 months in jail, Miyeon had to work really hard to get me out"

"So you're not a mafia now?" I asked him.

"I am, just working for the police, they told me my gang can still work in the underground but I have to relay them a bunch of information from time to time." He said

"H-hows Miyeon?" I asked him hopefully

"She's fine, after she realized you were fine over here she focused on me and her music keeping watch over you occasionally."

"What about her and Hoseok?"

"What about them?"

So he doesn't know about them, they..never came together?

"Hoseok is still at our old house, he normally took care of me during the last few years."

"Jin and Jimin are in charge of our missions currently." He said looking at the ceiling.

"Im sorry" I said looking at him holding his hand.

"You should be" he said sadly

I hugged him, his warm chest making me tender more to it, so warm to help me enough to walk into darkness.

Holding his sweater as tight as I could, thinking the next morning he would be gone, I hesitently fell asleep.