Steve can't know

Chapter III

As you got into your room you immediately threw yourself on the bed and under the covers. Today had been such a weird day, first lunch, then the talk with Steve, and then whatever happened with Eddie behind the bleachers. You didn't even know what exactly had happened, or most importantly what would have happened if the janitor hadn't found you. God! Were you really about to kiss him? After what Steve said?After you literally saw him sell drugs?What the fuck was wrong with you!?With a rough move, you pulled the covers over your head and used them to muffle a frustrated scream you had been holding for the whole day.As you pulled the covers down you heard the phone ring. You definitely weren't getting up. After a few seconds, Steve answered, a moment went by "Y/N! It's for you!" he shouted. You grumbled exasperated "Great " You said to yourself while getting up."Hello?" you spoke into the phone"Hi Y/N, it's me, Sarah, I was waiting for you in math class today but you didn't show up " she said on the other line"Yea, I skipped. Did you need something?" you asked, trying to end the phone call as quickly as possible so you could get back to your bed "Yea actually, I wanted to ask you if you'd be willing to come to a party with me tonight. And before you say no, let me explain " she said almost begging, you sighed "Go on" you swore you could feel her smiling through the phone "Ok, so James invited me to the party and I obviously said yes, but I don't want to show up alone, so I need you to be kind of my wingman for tonight" she explained. You rolled your eyes"Seriously, you still like that guy? I thought we were over boys that look like they haven't slept in days," you asked annoyed but also kind of amused "Well, apparently we are not. Y/N, please? Just this once"Sarah whined, "Fine, but you owe me one"."Hey Steve, are you going to the party tonight?" you asked knocking on his door and entering his room."What?Y/N!One sec-" He was sitting slouched on his bed and as you came in you saw him quickly throwing a dubious-looking magazine under his bed "...And you are already in" he said annoyed "You know, you are supposed to wait for me to say come in before you actually do" he said clearing his throat and pushing himself upwards to sit more upright.You laughed softly"Ok, first of all, you are gross " you said pointing at the magazine he had done a poor job trying to hide "And second, it's not like you do" You replied.Steve let out an exasperated sigh"Whatever, what did you want Y/N?" he finally asked raising his eyebrows, "I was wondering if you were going to the party tonight" you said, "Yes, I am. why?"He asked confused, "Because I'm gonna go too, and I was wondering if you could give me and Sarah a ride there" you explained, cringing internally. "Wait, YOU are coming to the party? What's happening, am I dreaming?" he exclaimed surprised, "Trust me, if it was up to me I wouldn't even be going, but Sarah asked me and it's a long story. Anyway, are you gonna give us that ride?"You asked wanting this moment to be over quickly, "Yeah, sure, no problem" he finally said.You were supposed to leave in two hours, so you decided to start getting ready.You went into the bathroom and closed the door behind you.You leaned your head on the door and sighed deeply. It seemed as if you couldn't catch a break today. You didn't like going to parties, you hated the loud music and especially hated the loud people. You didn't know what it was about parties: if it was the alcohol, the drugs, or just the thrill of disobeying all of your parent's recommendations, but everyone seemed to always forget they had a brain the moment they stepped into a party.But you had to go, for Sarah. And also, maybe, it wouldn't have been such a bad idea to shut your mind off for a few hours, so as not to think about Eddie Munson, that apparently, had decided to invade every single thought you had.With renewed optimism, you straightened up, undressed, and got in the shower.The water was freezing, it always needed a few minutes to warm up. You shivered from the cold, cold that felt exactly like the one you felt this afternoon, cold that you completely forgot about as soon as Eddie touched your cheek because, at that moment, you had forgotten all about everything in the world because, at that moment, all you could feel was his hand on you and his lips almost touching yours."Y/N!I NEED TO USE THE BATHROOM" Steve shouted from the other side of the door making you gasp, you cleared your throat hoping to clear your head "I JUST GOT IN! LEAVE ME ALONE!" you shouted in turn."My hormones need to fucking calm down" you mumbled to yourself getting back to your shower.Staring at your wardrobe you quickly realized there wasn't really much choice on what to wear, the only thing that seemed appropriate was a black satin dress you had bought freshman year for your first party, back when you still hadn't found out about your profound hatred for them and were just an exited 14 year old.It was almost time to go, you had blown dried your hair, and put a bit of makeup on. The reason you were putting all of this effort into getting ready was because you had realized that the only way for you to get over Eddie was to make out with someone else, to prove to yourself that you didn't actually like him, but just simply missed human touch.You put on your dress and as you looked at yourself in the mirror you realized that you hadn't taken into account the fact that in the 2 years that had passed, you had grown, and the same dress that was a bit too big for you a few years ago was now actually tight, especially on your boobs, and also shorter."Oh fuck"You sighed to yourself. I mean, it wasn't that bad, it looked like what most girls wear to a party, but you weren't exactly used to it and also it wasn't your style. But there was nothing else you could have worn and it was getting late, so you toughened up, took your jacket, and exited the room.Steve was slouched on the couch of the living room watching tv, and as you entered the room you saw his eyes go wide as shock invaded his face."What is that?!"He asked basically yelling, "What?" you asked confused, "What do you mean what?! The dress! if it can even be called that"he replied looking as if he had just seen a ghost," Calm down Steve. It's the only one I own and it's not as if all of the girls there won't be dressed like this" you said trying to make him understand, "Who cares about the other girls Y/N? This is you, my little sister we're talking about and she looks way too beautiful for her own good" he said worried "I'm gonna be fine Steve, don't worry" you reassured him "Ok, I trust you, but if any boy bothers you even the slightest just tell me and I'll come to beat him up in no time, ok?" he said with a serious tone. The doorbell rang, it was Sarah, "Fine Steve, but now we have to go"You said opening the front door.You could already hear the music coming from the end of the street.You were starting to get nervous and felt a knot in your stomach.The car came to a stop in front of the house "We're here ladies!" Steve said getting out while you and Sarah followed him.The party had already started, you could see people that had already had way too much to drink on the front lawn, and you didn't want to imagine what it would be like inside.Just as you had predicted inside was even worse, the music was way too loud and everyone was standing too close to you for your liking.You got through the entrance and arrived in the living room, which seemed a bit less crowded. Three guys approached Steve immediately and before going with them he turned to you and your friend "Have fun, but not too much" he said looking at you in the eyes, "Ok Steve, bye" you replied."There you are!" you heard someone greet you. You turned and realized James was the one that had just spoken, and you would have been lying if you said you weren't a bit disappointed.The three of you went to sit on a couch in the living room after fetching some drinks from the kitchen.Sarah and James were talking and you were starting to wonder if they even realized you were still there.James kept asking her dumb questions and flirting with her very badly and you kept asking yourself how she could like him, but then you noticed how every time he complimented her she started giggling and her cheeks would turn bright red, and felt happy for her, for having found someone that made her feel that way, especially when that same person wasn't a drug dealer that her brother despised.You had to go to the bathroom. You told Sarah even if you doubted she had even heard you and got up.While going up the stairs you turned to see if Sarah was all right, the only problem was that it wasn't her that you saw, but Eddie coming into the living room at that exact moment. Your mouth opened slightly in surprise and you froze halfway up the stairs. He looked around as if he was looking for someone, while scanning the room he noticed you and his face lit up as he mouthed a "hello".You came back to reality and quickly turned your back to him while starting to go up the stairs again, this time more decisively.You panicked and instead of looking for the bathroom, you opened the first door you saw and slid into the room.It was a bedroom, you realized, there was a big double bed in the middle of the room and from the window on the right you could see the dark street in front of the house, it seemed so quiet and peaceful and for a second you pretended to be there, just standing in the street without a care in the world, instead of being here, in a random room hiding from a guy who seems impossible to escape.You sat on the bed and put your head in your hands, tired of this fucking day.The door opened. You didn't need to look up, you already knew who it was and that your feeble attempt at escaping him hadn't worked."Go away" You said with a low voice. You felt him sit beside you, "I don't think you really mean that sweetheart" he whispered to your ear. You felt a familiar shiver go down your spine. You let out an exasperated sigh and looked up, finding yourself much too close to his face. No! You can't do this, you came here to forget him, you will not kiss him, alright?! You got up from the bed and walked to the door and turned around just as he was getting up "I do mean it, Eddie" you said hoping to sound more confident than you felt. He walked up to you and put his hands on your waist, making it hard for you to stay focused on your intentions "Oh yeah?" he said closing the space between the two of you"Then how come you still haven't walked out of the room princess?" he whispered softly against your mouth.You swallowed nervously and before you could answer, his lips were on yours. You whimpered as you melted into his touch. His lips were soft, but the way he was kissing you was anything but, he was rough but at the same time you could feel he was holding back. He removed the hands he had on your waist and brought them up to take your face with them, deepening the kiss, pushing his tongue in your mouth, making you moan softly. He then abruptly leaned away, staying close enough to your face for you to see the deep lust in his beautiful brown eyes, leaving you breathing heavily "You still want me to go away, sweetheart?"He asked sarcastically. To answer his question you slowly put your arms around his neck and closed the space between the two of you, kissing him hungrily. You felt him smirk as he pushed you against the door, putting one of his legs between yours. You were intoxicated by the smell of his cologne, mixed with an undertone of pot. He ran one of his hands up to the back of your neck, while he brought the other one down to your ass, squeezing it, making you whimper." God, you're so pretty sweetheart" he said starting to kiss you from your jawline down to the spot between your neck and your shoulders. As soon as he arrived there he started to suck, determined to leave a bruise, making you moan louder this time. he laughed softly but resumed immediately. Desperate for some friction, you started to grind on his leg, breathing heavily. "impatient, aren't we?" he said with a low growl, coming back up to your mouth. You just bit your lip and nodded. He smirked. "Jump" he ordered, and you immediately obeyed, finding yourself trapped between the door and him. He kissed you again, this time not holding back. While one of his hands remained behind your neck the hand that was on your ass found its way down to the hem of your dress, pushing it up. His fingers found their way up to your panties, feeling the wet spot he had caused and circling your clit over the underwear, making you whine wanting more." What is it, sweetheart?" he asked condescendingly "do you want more?" he asked moving your underwear to the side "do you want me to put my fingers inside you?" he asked, slowly starting to insert his index finger inside your aching core while you nodded desperately "Yes, please" you begged "Such a good girl" he praised you, pushing another finger inside of you, starting to pump them in and out, hitting your g-spot each time"Oh god" you moaned, "I know princess" he said, kissing you."Hey, has anyone seen Y/N" Steve's voice made its way to your ears through the door.You widened your eyes, suddenly realizing what was happening.You broke the kiss, leaning away "Steve is looking for me "you whispered to Eddie "Steve can wait. Don't you think sweetheart" he said, curling his fingers inside you while circling your clit with his thumb.You gasped and moaned loudly, feeling your legs starting to shake. "If you don't want him to find us I'm gonna need you to be quiet, princess" he said kissing you to shut you up while keeping up his pace with his fingers.You felt a pressure build up in your lower belly as you felt like you had lost any control you had over your body. "Come for me, sweetheart" he said, tipping you over the edge, making you orgasm while moaning his name.You opened your eyes while breathing heavily and saw him smirking at you with an amused look, before taking the fingers he had just used and sucking them clean with his mouth.He let you go and you landed on the ground, thankful for his hands still holding your waist because otherwise, you were certain you were gonna fall.Once he saw you were stable enough, he let go. You cleared your throat and pushed your dress down, trying to look presentable.You nervously tried to fix your hair passing your hands through them while using them to cover the hickey that was appearing where Eddie had sucked. "You luck absolutely beautiful, don't worry "Eddie said with a reassuring tone. You smiled and turned to the door reaching for the knob, while Eddie went to sit on the bed "You are not coming?"You asked confused, he smiled "I am, but I'm gonna need a moment" he said, looking down at his crotch where you noticed a pretty evident bulge.Your cheeks turned red and you smiled, turning back to the door and going out of the room."There you are! I have been looking for you" Steve said as soon as you entered the living room, "Where have you been?" he said a little suspiciously. You swallowed "To the bathroom, Steve, don't worry" you lied.