𝙉𝙮𝙭
𝟏𝟎:𝟐𝟖𝐀𝐌
𝐓𝐨𝐩𝐞𝐤𝐚, 𝐊𝐚𝐧𝐬𝐚𝐬After telling Nora that Anthony is her father, she didn't want to leave Anthony sight. She stayed under him asking him a lot of questions.Anthony answered some of them and I answered some. I already knew she was gone ask a bunch of questions. I was kinda ready for them but also not ready. It was a unsure feeling telling Nora everything that transpire when she was in my belly and out my belly.
Anthony didn't care. He wanted her to know everything and I agree. I'm the one who didn't tell him about my pregnancy or told Nora about her father. This went through my mind yesterday and today. I just need it off my mind. Stop thinking about it. It happened.
"Mommy"Nora spoke out as we was sitting down at Waffle House eating a waffle.
"Yes Nora"I answered her. Anthony chuckle a bit ready for her question.
"When tyou was pregnant twhy you didn't tell daddy?"Nora ask playing with the napkins on the table instead of eating her waffle.
"I-I..."I turn my attention to Anthony who just stared back at me. "You told her this didn't you?"
"Nahhh"Anthony chuckle. "This all her"
I sigh heavily rubbing my forehead. "Because I didn't want daddy to be too mad at me. Daddy was busy and I didn't wanna interrupt his work"I said.
"Daddy tyou had work when I twas in mommy belly?"nora bit her waffle while looking at Anthony.
"Yes nora, I guess I was at work"he chuckle. "I wanna talk to you about something though"
"What is it?"i ate my bacon looking at him. He scratched his beard looking out the window behind me. "Ant?"
"I'm moving to Texas to be near my family but I don't know if I can leave Nora here in Kansas"Anthony slump back crossing his arms.
Ima feel dumb as fuck leaving Kansas to be with Anthony so he can be with Nora more. But if Anthony have to really leave, I have to let him go. I don't think Anthony would ever wanna be with me or around me. Just Nora.
"You know, you can always FaceTime her on her little iPad she have. Take trips back to Kansas and come see her sometime"I said while chewing my eggs.
"I feel like you don't want me to leave"Anthony nudged me.
"It's your decision. Not mines"—"I just want Nora to be happy"
"I know. How ima tell her that ima be leaving to Texas inna few days?"anthony whisper rubbing his face.
"That's all on you this time buddy"i giggle.
Anthony shook his head smiling. I can tell he didn't want to leave but he want to get away from Kansas to get over jasmine ass.
I sure hope I can get over all this shit.