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I heard a loud, ragged knock on the door.

I was the only light sleeper in this family.  My head snapped up, and I ran to the door, checking who it was.

Sam?

Sam's brown hair was flopped against his forehead, panting evident in his body.  

I opened the car door.  

"Hey, Sam?" I called.

"Charlotte?"  he asked.

"Hm?" I replied, my sleep not yet dissolved from my voice.

"Thank God, you're here, I was going to ask Peter for some help," he said, hugging me tightly.

My eyes widened.  I pushed him off slightly.

"Why?"  I whispered.

"I felt bad.  Just the thought of you lying down in a dirty alleyway while I'm in a clean bed.." his voice trailed.

We stayed silent for a little.

"Well, I'd better go."  he said, turning to leave.

But my voice surprised me. 

"I'm ok, Sam.  I'm fine." 

Sam turned his head, and gave me a wary smile.

That boy ran everywhere to look for me.  

For me.

When did I gather so much people who cared for me?

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I couldn't sleep that night.  

By that,  mean I didn't even try.  Just the thought that-

Maybe I had found where I wanted to be.  In high-school, not running place to place, spending my days looking for something to eat, maybe to steal.  My world was twisted up, and now?  It's slowly unraveling.  I don't exactly know if I should be afraid.  But I wasn't afraid.  Which made me afraid.  

Does this make sense?

I'm delirious right now.  Literally my life has become a big ball of tangled yarn ever since I decided to walk into that high-school.

I got kidnapped.  Sam died.  Sam came back to life.  I found out Peter has the same past as me.  I made a friend.  

It's too much.  And sometimes?  I feel like I want out.  I want to be free.  Of everything.

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