the nonexistence

denial

as i  lie in bed,

you managed to find a way into my mind,

i look over at my phone to see if you have given me the time of day,

but not to my suprise,

nothing,

they are just busy i think to myself,

trying to distract myself from the truth,

you dont care enough to give me the time of day,

this is when the cruel monster that is denial comes to play,

after all the time i have spent thinking about you,

you must care surely,

so i go back to bed awaiting the next visit from the monster in my mind.                          ~j.p