the nonexistence

i dont miss you

i dont miss you anymore,

i dont miss being in constant fear,

not knowing when you would bring out a new drug to feed me,

i dont miss the way you used me a mere mule for your amusment,

i dont miss the way you stole my teenage years away from me,

i will miss this feeling of knowing you are finally gone,

this is the feeling i will savour for as long as i can,

because i dont miss you.                                                                    ~j.p