im scared,
life feeling to good to be true,
when will life come crashing down,
i need to stop pretending that i can be something I'm not,
i need to disassociate from people,
and face my harsh reality,
im not going to have the life i so desperately want,
but i need to accept my fate and move on with my life,
i need to stop trying to be the people pleaser everyone wants me to be,
thats not me,
im messy,
i overthink,
i look to drinking to solve my problems,
but i act surprised when i have no friends and no one to turn to,
i expect the worse in life,
so it happens,
in the end when everything goes black,
that is where i will feel at peace. ~j.p
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the nonexistence
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