The Girl Who Married The Wolf

11. Her, again

I need him.

I really need him.

It's a feeling I've never had before.

Every time I'm with him I'm so happy and when he's not there I just feel... incomplete.

I don't know what it is, I don't know what it means (I don't care either), I just need him... with me.

I was meeting Remus at Grimmauld Place. Today was one of the very few days we were both free.

Since we found that spell that lets you control your dreams we've been looking for a day we're both free so we could try it.

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I had a high ponytail with lots of volume, it was bright pink. I was wearing panda pajamas.

I heard a sound, there was something outside the tent.

I tried to remember which memory was this.

-A tent

I looked at my body.

-Tenth year old me

-Weird noise outside

I got it!

It felt so weird to control my dream. It was basically the twenty three year old me trapped in my body when I was ten. But at least know I had less chances of dying in my dream. And Remus used some spell to get inside of my dream.

I saw a shadow outside the tent.

If this dream was like my memory, I already knew what was going to happen. I stepped out of the tent.

I looked around.

There was nothing more than big trees behind me and a bonfire next to the tent.

Suddenly something hit my back, I fell to the ground.

"What'd you thin you're doing?!" I looked at the man on the floor next to me, I giggled. "Hi, Remus!"

I couldn't exactly say what age he was but he was older than me.

He helped me get back to my feet.

"Now what?" he asked.

"I don't know. Wait till she appears?"

The fire grew bigger, we approached to it.

"Don't touch it!" Remus stopped me before I put my whole hand on the fire.

"Why?" I turned to him. "She wants to protect me, right?"

"Go ahead" he said with a weird expression on his face.

But before I could do anything she appeared from nowhere.

"No, dear, don't try to hurt yourself" a soft evil voice I had heard before spoke.

"You." I said coldly. "You're the one causing this, right? The one taking over me? Why?"

"Oh, dear, first let me introduce myself." she said making a small reverence. "My name is Walburga Black and I'm your aunt."

I looked at her.

"I don't remember you were like that." she had always been a serious and depressed woman.

"Being many years... trapped inside a lantern... having a part of you in somebody's mind can make you go mad."

A part if you in somebody's mind?
Does she mean my mind?

"Especially if that somebody is a filthy daughter of mudblood and a traitor of the Black family."

She definitely means me.

"But... what do you want me for?! Why can't I get hurt?! Why me?!" all the questions I had been wanting to ask since I had my first dream just came out of my mouth.

"Remus, did you know I am the one who chooses the memories for Tonk's dreams?" she said ignoring my questions. Is it possible to talk so nice and evil at the same time?

"I didn't know." answered Remus watching her walk slowly around the fire. Based on the look on his face, he barely understood what was happening. "But know I know"

"And do you know why I chose this specific memory?" she said smiling like an evil four year old girl.

"No."

"Then look at the sky."

We both looked at the sky.

There was nothing but black sky with some stars and a full moon.

"You get it now, right?" she smiling evilly.

"Remus, what's happening?"

"Run. Run away from me."

Then again like in one of my other dreams, he turned from a cute guy to a monster. A wolf. A werewolf.

He howled.

"Dear," Walburga said looking at me. "I think you should run."

I started running, deep inside the forest. I wasn't going to stop, now I knew how to swim.

I didn't turn around but I knew he was running behind me.

Suddenly everything became fuzzy.

***

"Tonks!" Remus said slapping softly my face. "Tonks!"

I was laying on the ground, he was sitting next to me.

I opened my eyes really wide.

"Remus, you're a werewolf."

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