One life,my life

𝘾𝙝𝙖𝙥. 3 ༒ 𝙤𝙪𝙧 𝙢𝙚𝙢𝙤𝙧𝙞𝙚𝙨, 𝙨𝙝𝙖𝙩𝙩𝙚𝙧𝙚𝙙 𝙡𝙞𝙠𝙚 𝙜𝙡𝙖𝙨𝙨

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➪curse words

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"The truth is everyone is going to hurt you. You just got to find the ones worth suffering for."

"Kageyama! Wait!" Hinata ran after him, tears filling his eyes, he was shaking. Hinata grabbed Kageyama's hand, keeping him from leaving him.

"Bok- Hinata, please let go off my arm." Hinata was behind Kageyama, latching onto his arm. It's like if he'll let go, Kageyama will disappear and never come back to the team and me..

"Let go.." Kageyama didn't want to deal with this, he wanted a clean break up and they'll be fine with it. Everything will go back to normal the next day.

"How.. You expect me to just leave everything!?" he was shaking even more violently, not believing his now ex-boyfriend's request. It's impossible to Hinata. They've been dating for 4 months, 4 fucking months..

"Yes." he was blunt, just like always. Even during times like this, he won't even give a proper explanation.

"I deserve an explanation! One that makes sense- not just because you want to focus on volleyball more and that I'm just a distraction to it. Why am I a distraction? I'm also practicing, just like you! No.. I'm practicing with you!"

"Look, please, could you just let go!? We'll return back to normal tomorrow because of practice, there!"

"How could you..? After everything- what we.." his voice was cracking, tears flowing more by each word. His heart hurts, like someone stabbed him, but worse.

Betrayal.

"Kageyama, could you answer something?"

"What is it?" he let him. He thinks he deserves to get an answer, a honest answer.

"Why?" that was the only word he said, making Kageyama confused.

"What do you mean-"

Hinata had cut him off, his tone slightly louder.

"Why did you do this to me? If I was such a 'distraction' like you mentioned, why did you even date me?" he partly shouted the last few words out of the anger for the raven haired boy.

"I did love you at some point, I just- don't feel that same skip in my heart anymore. The blush across my face, the smile when I see yours. I just.."

"So you fell out of love? Is that all?" tears were replaced by vexation. Anger flashed through his eyes, clear enough for Kageyama to see.

His eyes widened with regret. Kageyama, yes, doesn't feel the same way about Hinata like he used to. But, he was responsible for this. His head hung low, blinking away his own tears that are daring to spill.

"I'm sorry.." he muttered before forcing Hinata's hand off of his. Walking away, he turned back to look at him.

Hinata was clenching his fists and gritting his teeth. He looks horrible, his hair all messy. But with a small, sad smile, he left him alone, giving him the space he needs and deserves.

I hope you'll find someone better and not as horrible as me..
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You piece of shit, leading me on like that.. Now you just leave me hanging.

He didn't care if he looked like a mad man. People around him staring at him weirdly, judging him, not even knowing half of the story.

Humans are judgemental. They don't even listen to the full story and decide who's right or wrong. As well as how easily they get bribed with money. It's sickening to even think about it.

Just then, Ennoshita came. He saw what happened, wanting to comfort the younger boy.

"Are you alright?" his sudden voice made the ginger haired boy jump. When he looked up, his mouth was slightly open, surprised to see his teammate here.

"Yeah, why?" the fact that his voice was still cracking a bit, it didn't make his response believable at all.

"I saw, you don't have to lie."

"To be honest with you, I hate him. He's just so irritating. He never even opened up to me about his feelings, it never felt like he loved me."

The second and first year was now sitting on a bench. Hinata was venting his feelings to Ennoshita while he listened. Hinata was grateful for his actions and what he asked actually shocked him.

"Would you like to go to your favorite place? Dandelions calm you down, right? We could go there. "

"You shouldn't waste anymore time on me. You already listened to my dumbass self, you should just go back on what you're doing."

"You need someone to help you right now, I could call someone else-"

"No!" once Hinata realized how loud hus voice was, he immediately apologized to him.

"I'm sorry, I didn't mean to shout."

"It's fine, you're going through a tough time. I'll hang out with you today and tomorrow I'll buy clothes. I still have more anyway, my mom needed me to buy some. I'm sure she'll understand and she can wait a day."

Thinking hard on Ennoshita's words, he finally said yes after a few more things he said that had persuaded him.

"So.. Uhm, where are we going again?"

"A place." deciding to mess with Hinata a bit.

"Yeah, I know we're going to a place. But what place? The name, the purpose." a slightly frustrated Hinata asked.

"Well it's called a dandelion field. The purpose it just for us to see it. But people pick the dandelions to send to their lovers. And I'm bringing you because you love them, am I right?"

"Wait, how did you know? I never told anyone? Omg, are you a stalker!?" saying this as a joke, the older chuckled.

"Hm~ maybe I am?" he said, messing with him a bit more and to continue his statement.

"Oh my gawd, someone call the police!" right after he said that, he laughed. For some reason, when he did, his heart beat a little faster. If you looked close enough, you could see a tint of blush. And no, he didn't use makeup.

After more jokes, laughter and crushing, they had arrived. Hinata's eyes lit up at the sight of thousands of the flowers he loved.

Running up to the field, he crouched down to stare at one. A quiet chuckle could barely be heard, right after, he walked up to Hinata to see what he was doing.

He crouched down next to him, interested on why he liked that specific one. Deciding to take it upon himself, Ennoshita just straight up asked him.

"Why do you like that one? There also is a lot more dandelions, you could always check a new one." the way he worded it kind of offended Hinata but he knows Ennoshita means no harm.

"If you noticed, it's withering." he sounded like he was irritated and that was the cue for the older to apologize.

"I'm sorry, I worded it wrong. I mean that there are many flowers and all you could check out but it's intriguing that you decided to see that specific one." he was being careful to not make him upset again.

"It's fine, we should leave now. It's about to be dark."

"Want me to walk you home?" he proposed, enjoying the time they spent together, he wished it lasted forever.

"Sure, I guess?" he said before standing up and dusting himself off.

Ennoshita dropped him off. Before saying goodbye, Hinata hugged him and thanked him.

A blush spread across his face but he made sure Hinata didn't see by turning his head away and speed walking, shouting a quick goodbye.

"Bye Ennoshita, see you at practice!" was his last words heard by the other male.
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𝘾𝙝𝙖𝙥. 3 ༒ 𝙤𝙪𝙧 𝙢𝙚𝙢𝙤𝙧𝙞𝙚𝙨, 𝙨𝙝𝙖𝙩𝙩𝙚𝙧𝙚𝙙 𝙡𝙞𝙠𝙚 𝙜𝙡𝙖𝙨𝙨 ❣︎ 𝙚𝙣𝙙