In the bustling halls of the fan meeting venue, the air crackled with anticipation as BTS, the world-renowned boy band, eagerly awaited their loyal ARMY.
Among them was Hoseok with his pounding heart with a mix of excitement and trepidation.
As the doors opened and fans flooded in, Hoseok scanned the crowd for any semblance of recognition.
But to his dismay, he was met with indifference.
Fans whispered and giggled as they passed him by, their eyes fixed on the other members.
A deep pang of loneliness washed over him as he watched Jungkook, Jimin, and V surrounded by adoring fans.
"It's because I'm wearing the mask!!" he thought to himself, his voice heavy with self-pity.
"No one can see my face!!'" But he knew even if he remove the mask, he would be greeted with the same cold shoulder.
Tears welled up in his eyes as the realization dawned on him that he was not wanted.
He wandered aimlessly through the crowd, his steps heavy with disappointment.
The noise and laughter around him felt deafening, amplifying his solitude.
As the other members continued to interact happily with their fans, Hoseok retreated to a quiet corner, his heart aching with longing.
"Why am I even here???!!" he whispered to himself, his voice barely a murmur.
"I guess.....I really don't belong here!!" Doubt and uncertainty gnawed at his mind, threatening to consume him.
He had always knew that he was not the most popular member of BTS, but he had hoped that with time, he would gain acceptance.
But now, all his hopes seemed to be shattered.
He saw as his band mates interacted with the fans, their energy infectious, their smiles radiant.
Jungkook's playful banter, Jimin's smooth dance moves, Jin's dad jokes, the way Namjoon effortlessly captivated the crowd with his words, Yoongi's stoic charm... they were all so natural, so loved.
A familiar ache tugged at his chest.
The fans, a blur of colorful lightsticks and excited faces, flowed past him.
Some glanced at him, perhaps recognizing him from the recent announcement.
A few even offered a tentative smile, but none lingered, none seemed particularly interested.
Each passing face felt like a tiny rejection, a confirmation of his fears.
It was as if he were invisible, a ghost in the midst of this vibrant celebration.
"Hoseok-ah, you alright??!!" Jin's voice broke through his reverie.
Jin, being the observant one, had noticed the slump in his shoulders, the way he kept his gaze fixed on the floor.
Hoseok forced a smile, a weak, strained imitation of the joy radiating from his bandmates. "Yeah, just a bit nervous, that's all!!"
Jin patted his shoulder, a reassuring gesture. "It's your first one, you'll get used to it!!"
He tried to believe him.
He knew that everyone started somewhere, that the fans were excited to meet them all.
He knew they weren't purposefully making him feel unwelcome, but that knowledge wasn't enough to quell the storm brewing inside him.
The air in the fan meet venue was buzzing with excitement, but Hoseok felt a heavy weight settle in his chest.
He was the only one sitting alone, no fans making their way to his table.
His smile felt forced, a mask for the cameras, and his eyes felt hot with unshed tears.
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Fanfiction"Today you are going to have a new band mate .... hope you guys gonna like him ... well his name is Jung hoseok ..." In which BTS had 6 members but suddenly they found a new member is going to join them soon .. named J...
