it was almost mid night ... they all were in hospital ... hoseok was still in the I.C.U ...
namjoon was completing all paper works ... taehyung was silent but silently he was crying ... suga was sitting on the bench covering his face with his hands ... all of hoseok's words was echoing in his mind ..
' I am fine ... maybe ate something unfit '
' thanks hyung ... for comforting me '
' hyung listen to me .... please ... I didn't did that .. '
' please trust me '
' hyung '
he gasped and looked at the I.C.U again ... his eyes was puffed and red ... due to tears ....
jimin was sitting on the other side of the room ... he was continuously thinking the words he said to hoseok and the last time he saw hoseok ... all soaked in blood , his body , his dress ... and his face , expressionless ...
" I'm....s...sorry hobi ... I gave you lot's of pain ... right ... b..but ... I promise ..... I...I'll never ever hurt you again ... just give me a chance .... I promise .... please ... don't give up ... please .... " he began to sob....
and jungkook was continuously crying .... he choked in between the cry .. and Jin was trying to calm him down
" hey kookie ... calm down ... It's ok ... he'll surely will make out ... don't cry ... it will effect your health ... "
" h..hyu..ng .... why ...did...h...he ..d..id ..that ??? " jungkook said while crying ...
jin was about to speak up suddenly the doctor came out from the I.C.U ward ... yoongi quickly stand up as he saw the doctor
" d...doctor .... how's he .... is he alright ..??? "
" actually ... he's still in danger ... the pills he take was not very powerful but he surely take overdoses ... his body is very weak ... like he didn't take food for almost 3-4 days ... we're trying to give him glucose but his body isn't taking anything ... was he in depression ???? you know ... cause he isn't taking any treatment ... like he don't want to live anymore ... "
" but ... please ... you ..h...have to save him ... "
" we're trying our best ...... Mr. min ... let's leave the rest ... on god ... "
the doctor left ... they were more tensed now ... yoongi peeked inside I.C.U ... his heart get crumped as he saw the younger male struggling between life and death ...
'come on sunshine ... you can't leave us like this ... you can't leave me like this ..... you've to come back for me ... please ... come on ... we need you .... I need you ...!!!"
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" w...where am I ???" hoseok said in a weak voice
" in the hospital .." yoongi answered while caressing his hairs ...
" oh ... "
" hyung ... w...why ???? why did you do that ???? " jungkook said while crying ..
" I don't want to live anymore ... why did you save me ..." hoseok said weakly while having tears in his eyes ..
"shhh... don't .... don't you say things like this again ..." jimin shushed him ...
" okay ... doctors said you can get home with us .... so come on ... get up ... hey yoongi help him to get dress up and all of you come on let's go back in the van .." namjoon said ...
everyone left the ward ... now there was only hoseok and yoongi there ... yoongi helped him to sit properly ...
" you okay ??" yoongi asked
hoseok didn't said anything he just nodded ... his face was expressionless ... his eyes was still red ...
" hey hoseok ... I don't know why did you took this step ... I know you suffered a lot ... I just wanted to tell you ... I am sorry ... for everything ... for giving you this much pain , for not believing in you , for breaking your trust ... I know I was a trash earlier , I was the most stupid person ever ... but please .... please never ever leave me ... I'll gonna die ... please never ever do that .... if you feel sad just say me and I'll be with you to comfort you ... if you're ever angry on me just hit me , shout on me ... but never ever leave me again ... please ... you're my sunshine ... the reason of my smile ... just be with me .."
yoongi looked at hoseok ... hoseok's eyes was filled with water ... he grabbed yoongi in hug and placed his face on the shoulder of the elder hoseok burst in cry ... yoongi tighten the hug and caressed his back ...
" I ... I don't ... want... t.to live ....anymore ... please... hyung ... let me die ... I ..am a.. b...bad luck .... in ... every...b...body's .... life .... please ..." hoseok had hiccups in between his cry ...
" who told you that .... no ...not at all ... you're not an bad luck ... you are an angel ... my little angel .." yoongi said those words for sure to comfort hoseok
'you're an angel ... my little angel ... '
' oh ... god... he is dead ... sorry sir ... '
.... but that remind him of Adrian ... and that made hoseok to immediately break the hug and he was not trembling ... he hold his body with his hand .... more like a hug ... he stuttered
" j...j...just....leave... I ....am...fine .... I'll c...change by ..m...myself ... "
"but ...you okay ????!!!"
" I said ..just leave ..." he shouted ...
" f...fine... I'll leave ... don't be panic "
yoongi stand up ... he was totally worried for hoseok but seeing him like this makes him ... even more worried ...
he pretend to leave but was standing outside the ward .... he can see and listen hoseok from their ...
" n...no...I...can't .... I can't let them come near me ... otherwise .... they'll have to suffer .... I can't take it ... I... if anything happened to any of them .... I'll gonna regret ... f...for my whole life ... I can't ... S...sorry Adrian ... hyung ...I'm sorry ... you always took care of me ... you always make me feel relieved whenever I'll go through my depression ... you took care of me like a dad ... when appa died ... you were my everything ... b...but...I.. killed you ... you died in front of me ... but I ... I couldn't save you ... grandma , appa and you ... all died because of my bad luck ... eomma is suffering because of it ... I ..can't let them suffer because of me ... I already am a burden ... on them .... no...not ...an...anymore .... I'll have to leave them .... for their sake .... "
he was crying .... and yoongi felt tears falling from his eyes ...
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Fanfiction"Today you are going to have a new band mate .... hope you guys gonna like him ... well his name is Jung hoseok ..." In which BTS had 6 members but suddenly they found a new member is going to join them soon .. named J...
