hoseok closed the door of his room ... he was sitting on the nearby couch ...
" what the hell... why am I feeling cold ..??? !!"
he switch off the A.C. and went to close the window ... he was now trembling due to cold ... his eyes was heavy and red .... he was feeling his body heating ....
" I think ... I had a fever ... urgh ... no ... we have practice tomorrow and I ... no ... I can't be a problem for them ... I have to put my strength ... It's not like I'm gonna die ... It's just a simple fever ... just need some medicines ..." ...
he weakly moved to the drawer and put the first-aid box ... he took the medicine and get back on his bed to get some rest ....
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hoseok opened his eyes .... he looked all around ... everything was blur from his vision ... his head and entire body was hurting him even more ... that was worse ... he groaned... he can clearly hear the chattering voice coming from outside of his room ... the voice of his other members ... he tried to stand up but his head was spinning and he fell ... his mind and his physical state was a mess right now... he closed his eyes and tried to get calm ... suddenly he had the felling of nausea he quickly run to the bathroom to puke .... he throw whatever he was having as vomit in the basin .... but all he puked was blood ... all over the basin and his mouth ... he got terrified ... he quickly gargled and cleaned the basin then went inside the bedroom and lied on the bed ... as he closed his eyes , his already hurting head and body make him sleep ....
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when he wake up it was tomorrow already ... he managed to get up and went inside the bathroom to freshened up ....
he went downstairs and saw all of them were smiling , laughing and enjoying with each other on the dining table .... he smiled a little as he saw Jungkook ... eating food and taking having mouth full ... jin and namjoon scolding him for this ... taehyung complaining for the spicy food ... and suga... his eyes get stuck on him ... he felt tear in his eyes when he remember the time when he came to comfort him ....
'did he miss me ??' , 'do he even care about me ??' , ' will any of them cry when I die ??' ' don't they trust me slight a bit ??' , ' am I really that much burden for everyone of them ???' ' but what's my fault ??' ' I never tried to hurt anyone ' ' why is this happening to me ??' ' should I really deserve death ???' ' why can't I be happy ...?' ' if I don't deserve to live then why did god give me life ..??'
hoseok was lost in the thought that he didn't noticed Jimin was continuously staring at him ...
" Am I wrong or Is he really looking ill ??? since how many days he didn't eaten anything ?? what the hell !! why am I thinking about him ?? why is my heart hurting deep inside to see him like this ... ??? should I call him for breakfast ??" Jimin was thinking while staring at hoseok ...
hoseok was looking ill ... his eyes was heavy and had dark circles around it ... his face was dull ... his body language was changed and he was looking very weak ... and the most important thing , his smile was disappeared ... the smile which was his identity was now faded ... and Jimin knew in the deep of his heart that this all was because of him ... he himself misses the sunshine smile of hoseok ... he didn't knew since when his heart , brain and body was addicted to hoseok's smile , his positiveness ... he was addicted to hoseok now ...
" hey hoseok ... come join us ... " out of sudden Jimin said .... every one stared at him ... he didn't look back ...he was continuously looking at hoseok ....
"huh???!!" hoseok was in disbelieve...
"yah... come join us ..." he repeated himself ...
everyone was now staring at him ... hoseok come and sit on an empty chair ... he saw so many food in front of him ... but he didn't felt like hungry ... he didn't felt need to eat food ... he was staring at the plate in front of him ...
" what happened ??? you okay ??" jimin asked
"y...yah..." he shuttered ..
hoseok put a spoon of food in his mouth ... as he swallowed the food he felt a very strange feeling inside his stomach ... it was now hurting like hell ... all he felt was to vomit whatever he took ... like his whole body was refusing to intake food ... he loose control but quickly run towards the nearby washroom to throw whatever he just ate ...
everyone saw him ... they were shocked by this sudden behavior of him ...
" hey jimin ... don't tell me ... you didn't did anything like last time right!! ??" taehyung asked jimin in worried tone ..
"hey ..why would I do that ?? I called him to eat with us ..why would I do something like that ...??" this time jimin didn't liked this blame at all ... he was truly worried for hoseok ...
" what did he did last time ??" suga asked in angry way ..
" last time ... he mixed a dead gecko in his food .."
" what????!!!!" jungkook said in shocked
" how could you do something like this ??" suga scold him ...
they were talking at that moment hoseok came out... he was breathing heavily but pretending to be fine ...
" hey ... you okay ??? what happened ??"
"n...nothing... just .... I just ate something unfit maybe last time .... b..but I am fine ... I just need some rest ... I'll be back at practice time ..."
he didn't wait for any reaction and quickly went inside his room ...and locked the door ...
they were stunned by hoseok's this behavior ... why the hell he acted like this ??? did something happened ?? but why didn't he tell them anything ???
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Fanfiction"Today you are going to have a new band mate .... hope you guys gonna like him ... well his name is Jung hoseok ..." In which BTS had 6 members but suddenly they found a new member is going to join them soon .. named J...
