the meeting ended late night ... while returning home all the members were tensed ... ..
" hyung ... why do you think hoseok hyung did that ....????!!!!" jimin asked lowly..
" I don't know ... we have to talk to him .." namjoon said in concern
" yah .. he can't just leave the group like this ... he is ...an important ..member of BTS... " jin said ...
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they reached outside of the house ... and quickly jumped off the car .. they were about to go in hoseok's room ... suddenly they found taehyung ... worriedly looking something ....
"hey .. tae ..what's up ..!!! what are you looking at ??" jimin asked him
" hobi... I'm looking for hobi hyung ... I can't find him anywhere .."
" wait ..!!! what ????"
" but you were with him right !!?? you were taking care of him ??" yoongi said practically shouted on taehyung ..
"yah ... hyung ..but he said he isn't feeling well ... and having a very bad headache ...so he send me to buy painkiller ... and when I went .... I found him nowhere ...."
they seek inside the house ... to found hoseok ..but he was no where to be found ...
yoongi sat on the edge of hoseok's bed ... he held his head ..
"well... what is this ???!!" jungkook said ....
he saw a paper note and showed them that ... they looked at the note ... it was hoseok's writing ..
"hey ! it's hoseok's writing ..!!!! " jin said
they began to read the note ..
" hey guys ... It's hoseok .... well ...I am so sorry ....I didn't met any of you last time ... you know ... things aren't working fine .... I know I'm misfortune for every one .... so I don't want any of you to suffer because of me ... I don't know since when and how .. but I got attached to every one of you ... and it hurts to leave you all ... you guys went for the meeting so you probably know that I left the band ... maybe I wasn't meant to be one of you .. not necessary to every one to fulfil their dream... maybe I wasn't meant to be an Idol .... you know no one likes me ...
jin hyung ... I must say .. you are the best cook I've ever seen ... you really are amazing ... I really love how you freely be with the maknae .... but still cares of everyone like hyung ... when I first meet you ... I felt a very strange feeling in my heart ... A very warm feeling .. you were the one who won't let me miss my mom... she is my every thing as well as you .. you mean a lot to me ... I knew you always showed me that you don't like me .. but in the deep of your heart you still cares for me ... thank you so much for everything hyung ... thank you ..and I really gonna miss you
namjoon .. you are indeed the leader of BTS ..but for me you always are like my family ... you always cared for me ... when you taught me how to rap ... you took care of me ..and I loved that ... you are the best leader .... with you I never missed any of my family member ... you were support pillar for me ...and I really Adour you for this ... thank you so much for this ...
jimin-ahh ... I hope everything between us are settled now ... you know .. you really are a great dancer and I wants to compete you one day ..but for now ..just one thing ..don't be sorry for anything for me ... you did nothing to be sorry of ... protecting your family from a freak like me is not wrong ... it's nothing wrong what you did.... I'm not mad at you from anything ... except that gecko incident ..that was weird but ..forget it ..I'll forgive you ...
tae .... I am sorry .... that I lied to you ... I told you to go and buy me medicine but I took this as an opportunity and run away from all of you ..and sorry again ..cause I know yoongi hyung must be mad at you. ... but sorry .. and ..I'm gonna miss you ... your smile is so cute... I really melted for that smile .... and yah ..don't worry ...you really are awesome ... and just maintain your smile and you'll be performing very well ... gonna badly miss you tae
my precious bunny .... you are the least member I'm gonna miss ... cause I am gonna take you with me ..in my heart .... so be ready ... well you really never stopped trusting me ..right ??? thank you so much ... for being with me in my hardest time .... you really make me feel safe ... I know when you saw me like this you feel like crying but never show me just for me ... thank you so much baby ... I'm really gonna miss you ... I never wanted to leave you ..but I have to ... sorry kookie ... and yah ..I really really love you a lot ... I love you kookie ...
last but not the least .. yoongi hyung .... you know how much I adour you ... I don't know how I'm gonna survive without you , without your warm hug .. in which I would spend my whole life ... you are the reason I lived till now ...... well thank you so much for the gift you gave me today ... you don't know how happy I felt that time ... at that moment I felt like I'm the luckiest person in the world ... and I don't know how many emotions run inside my heart ... at that only moment ...but hyung I have a complain from you... why didn't you wake me up...maybe I wanted that to last a little long ... I don't know if we meet each other again or maybe not... but you'll always stay in my heart ..
all of you ... you all will gonna stay in my heart forever ... I'm gonna miss you all ....I don't know ... but maybe we won't meet again ... yesterday I went to visit my doctor ... since after the incident I wasn't feeling well ... doctor told me I've got traumatic brain injury ... due to the trauma... and soon enough I'm gonna lost my memory ... this is really pain full .. maybe I'm gonna die .. but I'll try to live .. my condition is getting worse .. and I can't show this to any of you .... you already suffered a lot because of me .. I can't let you'll see my worse side ... hyung this is really hurting me ..I want your hug but at the same time I can't let you see me like this ... that's why I decided to go far away from all of you ... I don't know where I am going ...but I'll go ... and I'll try to live ...
hyung ... I got ..the call last night from the hospital ... . my ...mom... she left me ... she left me all alone ... I am all alone in this world now ... she was my every thing ..but she left me in this situation ... I wanna cry ..aloud ..but it hurts ... I am sorry I made you all cry .... I really hopes if I ever see you ... I don't know if I'll remember you ... but .... promise me ...you'll find me ... I know I'm asking too much .. but please ..I need just a hope in my life to live ..promise me you'll find me. ... promise me hyung ..that moment will last long ... little more then earlier ....
... love you ..all of you ...gonna miss you all .. "
" I promise ... I'm gonna find you ... " suga said having tears falling from his eyes ...
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so ..... guys...I'm extremely happy today ... this book got 1k views ... I'm so much happy
I checked the rankings ...
it's ranking #7 hopekook
# 16 in vhope ...
this is so much ...
thank you guys for your love ..
well .... hobi left the group ... this was so tough for me to write as well ... I didn't wanted him to leave ..but he had to according to story plot ..(┬┬﹏┬┬)
and tie your chair belt cause ... the ride ahead is really gonna be awesome .... (〜￣▽￣)〜
and till now it was all hopekook and sope
I'm gonna show you some vhope , jijope , namseok and 2seok as well ..so don't worry ..you'll really gonna be confuse as hell 😈 ...
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j -hope : hey readers ... how are you ..well I'm confuse as hell ..whom should I end with ..any suggestions ?? (⊙_⊙)？
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