A Weak Girl Reborn

Prologue

It's been 6 years since my twin sister died because of car accident and for the past 6 years hindi ko namamalayan na all my life starting to became miserable....

My life for past 6 years are full of lies...

Lahat ng mga taong nasa paligid ko ayyy walang totoo...

Na para bang nananaginip ako na halos ayaw ko nang magising...

Na para bang isang napakagandang paraiso na ayaw ko nang umalis ..

Na para bang mas pipiliin ko nang lang manatili at walang ng pake-alam sa kung anong mangyayari....

Pero hindi.....hindi pala ito isang panaginip dahil sa totoo ay binabangongot na pala ako...

Dahil hindi ko namamalayan na ang panaginip na  inaakalang kong maganda ay syang unti-unting pumapatay sakin.....

Lies..

Betrayal..

No one...no one can be trusted...

My friends....

My family....

And my husband....

NO ONE...

All the trust,care and love that I gave to them I received a cold treatment from my family ,My friends turning their back when I needed them the most and my husband and my best friend who betrayed me behind my back....

I'm careless for not finding out that the most I trusted person in my life will be the one na sisira sasamahan naming mag-asawa..

And my family that I thought that the love that they showed me are pure but it's turns out to be a act..they never love me because I'm not my twin sister.... because they see as a tool that they can use for they own benefits...

Until now that I'm in the hospital because I have a unknown sickness,wala sila....

I'm still the hospital bed staring from no where and waiting for my died will come....

I suffered alone for a long time...all I want is to rest....

I want to die now....

If there's a god...if god still love me....

Please god end my life....just this one please hear me... I'm begging you..

I prayed and prayed silent and everytime that I prayed is for me to die early and to end my suffer...

For a few minutes I feel that my breath slowly getting weaker...my heart beat slowly....the pain that i feel because of the unknown sickness starting to fade away...

I smiled....and tears starting to fall from my eyes...

I slowly close my eyes when i feel like I'm going to die in a second and prayed silent and thank the god for hearing me for the last time...

If I'm going back to the time I will never be stupid just like what i did before....

For the last that i remember before everything went black are the noise of the machine and the doctor and nurses that rushing to save me...

For the last beat of my heart I tried to thank them for taking care of me even if I know that they're just doing there job I'm still thankful....

"Thank u"

After that everything went black...

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Thank u so much !!

Well I publish this story in January 18, 2023 at hopefully matapos ko to now