You sit all alone and look at the person you loved to death and there's always a relentless question roving in your mind, “what did I do wrong?”
You fucked with my heart. You messed up my life. You played with my feeling. I guess these were the last words I cried out after you left me. Left me like I never meant anything to you. You broke me into pieces that I wish I never met you. But somehow I don't have power to change the past. And the sad part is, that's how I will remember you forever until I die. You made me feel vulnerable and I couldn't do anything about it because at the same time I felt helpess. Everything went black, I couldn't feel anything. It felt like I'm drowning, drowning in an ocean full of darkness from where one couldn't come out or survive. It felt like I was dying from the darkness that surrounded me. I couldn't do anything about it. All I did was run away. Run away from the darkness to my favorite place to watch sunset and forget all my sorrows. Sunset, so warm and full of colors reminded me my happy days.
You got everything you wanted. Temporary happiness, temporary fulfillments. You got everything. But what did I got? A fucking heartbreak? I got all the physical and mental pain, trauma, tears, a life full of darkness, and most importantly fear of falling in love again. You made me believe that when you love someone with all your heart, what you get in return is a fucking hearbreak.
Yes, it's the one of the worst parts of your life to be left by someone whom you thought was the one, whom you loved to death.
~𝖓𝖆𝖓𝐝𝖎𝖓𝖎
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A Great And Terrible Love
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