Sincerely, Yours

24 ~ christmas

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RILEY'S POV

I wake up on Christmas to a knock on my door, when I open it its carol singers. "I don't wanna be that person but go to hell," I say before closing the door, what do I need to do to get a little joy in this life, I think I need to have sex and I have a perfectly hot boyfriend out there, somewhere.

I have to buy gifts but I'm way too lazy for that so I'm ordering them. I pull out my phone and open the app and order things for Aria, Elijah, Chase, Eli, and Marco, and wrapping paper. Gifts for everyone, maybe ill give myself a gift, an orgasm gift.

I call Marco, "I want to need time because it's what happens, people take time but really I just want you is that so bad? Am I doing this all wrong?" I ask, "It's quite early Bambina but you should be mad I would be." "Maybe I'm still mad but I can't see it because I need an orgasm and you can provide that, I hate that you left because I did need you and I still do but I just don't know if I should let myself need you because you'll probably just up and leave again." "How about I give you an orgasm and then you can see if you are still mad," he suggests causing me to smile.

"Yes, please Marco, now," I say before hanging up and getting in the shower. In the middle of my shower, there's a knock at the door I grab my towel and wrap it around my body, my hair still dripping wet. I open the door and see two guys one with a lot of bags and one hot Italian who is going to give me sex.

"I'll take these," I say while grabbing all the bags, "thanks." He walks away and then Marco comes in. "I'm going to finish my shower." I say while pointing to my bedroom door, "want me to join?" "We can't have sex, it feels weird like an arranged marriage how about we talk when I get out of the shower," I say because it feels awkward, not the same. "bene Bambina," I get back in the shower and when I finish "can you start rapping some of those gifts," I scream while getting dressed.

When I was done I walked into the living room, "who is this for?" He asks while holding up a mug that has mickey mouse on it, "Elijah." He lets out a small laugh, "What I didn't know what to get my ex-sex friend." "A mug?" "Yes, a mug it's, casual or something," I say sitting next to him on the floor, he pulls a wrapped box from his pocket and the first thought that came to mind was unpleasant. "That's not a wedding ring right?" I ask, "If it were?" "What, Marco what, no no no we haven't even moved in together we, we can't get married right now." I say while breathing rapidly, "Riley I may be blindly in love with you but im not blind, I know we can't get married calm down." He pulls me into his chest and kisses my forehead, "We can wrap and talk." I say while grabbing Aria's gift.

"So you left and I know why but why didn't you answer my calls or text or voicemails?" I ask while wrapping it, "If I did I would've come back and I had to help my nephew and father." "Well, you could've just said that, over text or literally anything, There are steps dates, move in, say I love you, marriage, kids, and everything else and we were getting to the good part, and you up and left without a word." I say while wrapping another gift, "I know, and im sorry but we don't have to restart you can move in, and then we can do the rest."

We're interrupted by a knock on the door, I get up and open it. "Aria and Elijah how great, come in." They both walk in, "Marco you're here, he's here?" Aria asks suspiciously, "he is in fact here." 

Aria pulled me into the kitchen, "you were sobbing, you were mad and drunk and he's here now and you just forgive him?" Aria asks, "Calm down Aria I mean, he had good reason, or am I just hopelessly in love and I cant see that he was wrong." "You have good judgment Riley go with your heart or your gut or whatever the saying is." "Okay got it," I say before walking back into the living room.