Feeling Small (Vic Fuentes Fanfic) [COMPLETED]

Chapter 14 Part II

I spent the next couple of days doing really well, even the staff was pleased with me. Josh and Matt visited every day and I could tell that they were happy with my decisions. But I was really bummed out that Vic or any of the guys weren't talking to me since my last panic attack, but I told myself I just needed to give them space and I just needed to be mentally and physically stronger until I could talk to them. Today, Matt was coming over and we were going to watch Pretty Little Liars, as much as he says he hates it, but I knew he was lying.

"Hey" Matt said entering my room. He came in carrying DVD's, flowers, a stuffy and a wrapped present.

"Hey!" I said excitedly, looking at all the stuff he brought me.

He sat down in the chair and passed me the present and placed the stuffy beside me, and placed the flowers on my table. I quickly unwrapped it and pulled out a new journal. It was huge with lots of pages, the front was dark cloth and it looked really vintage.

"I love it" I told him honestly, running my fingers across the front. The words 'Stay Strong' was imprinted in gold foil.

"We thought it was a good idea for you to let out your thoughts, even if it's on paper. You can probably write out some lyrics on there too" Matt smiled.

"It's perfect, thank you, and tell the guys I say thanks as well".

"You know I will. So let's get this over with" Matt sighed putting in the DVD's. I cocked an eyebrow at him, "you love it".

He shook his head and got comfortable in his chair.

A few episodes later, Matt was wired with curiosity on who A was.

"I swear, I bet it's Aly who came back from the grave to go haunt all the girls, she faked her death!" Matt yelled.

"So Aly pretends to kill herself, but what about the body they found, huh Matt? She just decides to remove her bones and place them in the forest? Sounds legit" I teased.

"Shut up, it made sense in my mind!" Matt huffed and crossed his arms. I laughed at his expression.

A knock was at the door and a nurse came in and brought me my lunch and meds. I stared at the covered plate in front of me, and sighed. Might as well get this over with. I took off the cover, and saw salmon, peas and carrots, rice, orange juice and an apple.

"If you want me to come back...." Matt started. I shook my head immediately, I didn't want to be left alone.

"No please stay, just talk to me" I said. He nodded and started Pretty Little Liars again. While I ate, we watched PLL, with Matt making jokes on the side making me laugh. I managed to finish the salmon, veggies, half the rice, and orange juice by the time the nurse came by to pick up my plate.

"Good job Kai, you're doing really well" the nurse said, before leaving.

"Yeah you did awesome! I'm super duper proud of you!" Matt smiled.

"Super duper Matt? How old are you? 10?" I laughed.

"More like 15, I had all the ladies at that age. I still haven't lost my charm" he said, flipping his hair to the side dramatically.

I rolled my eyes and laughed at him.

"So how's Ian and Mike?" I asked.

Matt shrugged, "Mike went back to visit his family, and Ian is doing good, I saw him yesterday after I left here. He misses you and says hi. He wants to come visit, they both do, but they are so busy getting ready for tour".

"I'll miss you guys when you leave. Make sure to have a poutine for me in Montreal".

"You know I will. I have to go meet Josh and help him look for a new costume for the tour. We're thinking a tight leather suit with sparkles."