Feeling Small (Vic Fuentes Fanfic) [COMPLETED]

Chapter 15

We sat on my bed talking about what happened in the past few days while we were gone. I laughed when Vic told me he moped around like a little girl, and I told him I did the same thing. He wrapped his arms around me and kissed me forehead.

"I love you" he whispered in my ear.

"I love you too" I smiled. He smiled back and me and I could tell he really meant it. I guess this was the time to tell him.

"Vic, I think we should talk" I started. His eyebrows furrowed and looked at me confused.

"What's wrong?" he asked, rubbing my back.

"I think you should go on tour. Please, don't do it for me,but do it for your fans" I said honestly.

I've been thinking about it for the past few days when we weren't together. I owed it to Vic and the guys, this was going to be a huge tour and they deserved it.

"But, I can't leave you" he whispered.

"I'm going to miss you too, but it will make me feel so much better if you do this tour. We can always facetime, skype, text and call each other, it's not like we're never going to talk to each other again" I replied.

"I'll think about it, I just want you to get better first" he said.

I cuddled into his chest not wanting to talk about it anymore. I felt a lot better that Vic was considering about Europe now, rather than shutting down automatically.

"Knock knock" the doctor said. Seriously, why do people even say that? Just do it!!

I tried my hardest not to roll my eyes at him, and sighed.

"Well Kai, you've been doing really well lately, and I wanted to talk to you about your options now. Once we get you closer to medically stable, we're thinking of moving you to and Eating Disorder program about an hour away from here. You'll be with girls who have the same illness, it's focusing more on the mental piece rather than the physical piece like we do here. The team thinks it will be very beneficial for you. You'll learn lots of coping methods" he smiled warmly at me.

"So you're pretty much sending me to rehab" I shot.

His face a little bit, but nodded.

"Something like that, but think of it as a learning experience" he said, "I have all the information here for you to read".

He handed me a stack of pamphlets and the name caught my eye.

"You're sending me to Newport Beach?" I asked him.

"They have the very best program there. You'll get your own room, and they have lots to offer compared to other programs that have 6 girls shoved in one room" he explained.

I nodded, "I'll think about it".

The doctor nodded before turning around and leaving the room.

"Wow, Newport isn't that far from here, and plus it's beautiful babe" Vic encouraged.

I shrugged, "I've never been to Newport Vic. And what if the girls tell everyone that I'm in there? I don't want the media on my ass anymore than they are now. I read that I'm apparently having a miscarriage, that's why I'm in the hospital".

Vic rolled his eyes, "Was it mine?"

I slapped his arm and laughed, "I conceived on my own, it's a miracle!"

Vic laughed, and held me close.

"Just think about it, I support any of your decisions" he said honestly, and kissed my forehead.