I opened my eyes feeling my heart clench. Suddenly I wished I had not woken up.
This was the second time in a row I had woken up with such a wish....when did I start dreading my own breath?
Each time I got hurt it felt like a piercing to my soul. A heart doesn't bleed forever.....eventually it stops bleeding and that would be the end of it's life. A dead man doesn't bleed anymore.
Today is my first day at my new school. We've recently moved to Forks, since what happened, my parents thought it would be a great idea to start afresh. So new school, new friends, new teachers, you know how it rolls.
I should be scared, nervous and all, well not to say I'm not nervous....I am, a bit.
But I've gotten used to "starting a new life" every now and then that I don't get scared anymore. I do wonder how it will be though, last year I became enemies with the meanest girl in my previous school, Emily, and she pretty much made my life hell.
Noticing the time I quickly got out of bed and hopped into the shower. It's not a bad thing but I spend hours preparing, I've had my own family get mad at me about how slow I am. I don't really think I'm slow, I just think I'm not against the universe and time....we're best friends.
A giggle left my lips as I played with my long jet black hair, out of all my features....my hair has to be my favourite. It makes my blue eyes pop in an astonishing way.
Sprinting down the stairs I was met by a mouth watering breakfast aroma. My mom is a really great cook, I don't know where she learnt how to cook but damn.....she owns it.
"No running down the stairs honey, you know that!" She said worriedly and I playfully frowned
"But I like running down the stairs.......even though it makes me lose my breath, still fun!" I giggled and she gave me a heartwarming smile.
"Where's dad?" I said looking around the kitchen and the living room.
"Oh he had to leave early for work baby but you'll find him when you get back home, ok?"
"Cool, love you bye" I ran out the house looking at the time.
"Great, I have thirty minutes to get to a school that is forty five minutes away" Yeah time isn't really my best friend at the moment, I think she's mad at me, oh well....it is what it is.
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Living with dying
Romance"What the hell, you keep running away and I just don't know how to help you.......you just so distant!" Leo called out to me as I walked away. "Winter.....talk to me, please!" He cried out once again and stopped me right in my tracks. "Trying to fin...
