Chapter 19

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Recently dyed my hair bright red/pink so I'm feeling unhinged, Also happy pride month if anyone's celebrating I'll be at the pride event my cities hosting this year! :) enjoy
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As I pull up to the studio I see paparazzi outside and let out a sigh "I can do this" I tell myself then i get out and shut my door. Then I manage to dodge the paparazzi as I walk into the studio. Jack's doing tour prep and today I am working with lizzo, her albums almost done and I'm excited for it to be out. It'll be the third album I'm apart of since joining the company.

"Abi!" Lizzo squeals as I walk into the studio. "Hey!" I reply hugging her back. "How are you?" She asks. "I'm great! How do you like the songs I sent?" I ask. "Amazing!" She replies.

We sit down and she shows me parts she added to and a couple changes but they're still amazing even better in my opinion. She has 2 out of the 4 I sent completed and recorded so she plays them for me.

The next 4 hours consist of writing more and changing small things in the already recorded songs then we take an hour long break. "So how was Miami?" She asks wiggling her eyebrows.

I smile happily "it was amazing, we had a lot of sex" I reply being honest. "You're so lucky" she replies jokingly. I giggle "I know, he's amazing too" I reply smiling. "You're so in love" she gushes. "I knooooow" i reply. "I know its early but do you think you're gonna get married?" She asks. I shrug "maybe" I answer.

She smiles and hands me a note pad "write" she says. "About?" I ask. "What you'd want your life to look like or what your vows would sound like but in song form" she says. I nod and start writing.

As I'm 3 pages deep the door open and I continue staring down at the paper. "Don't look" she says. "Why?" Jack says.

I look up at him and smile "hi" I say. He smiles "hi whatcha writing?" He asks. "Mmmm nothin" I reply covering it. "Is it for her? Orrrr?" He asks. I shrug "we'll see" I reply.

He nods "okay" he replies before sitting next to me. For a couple more hours she goes back in recording a new song and jack helps with adlibs and mixing before she tells us to go. I give her a big hug before leaving with Jack.

Since he was here before me he took an uber so I hand him my keys as he opens the passenger side door for me. "What shall we do my love?" He asks. "Drive to a dark empty area and have sex in the back" I say as he gets in.

"Um ok" he replies before driving off. My hand rests on his knee "I'm weirdly turned on right now" I whisper. "Yeah?" He asks. I nod "yeah" I reply moving my hand up and down his thigh.

He moves slightly and let's out a cough "not while I'm driving" he says. I move my hand and smirk "sorry" I whisper. He gently holds my hand "just don't do it again" he whispers before kissing the back.

"Or what?" I ask. "You really wanna know?" He asks looking me in the eyes at a stop light. I sit up and move closer to him "yeah" I whisper. He moves his head closer "I'll put you over my knee" he starts to whisper. "Uh huh then what?" I ask. "You're turned on by that?" He asks.

I nod slowly and he smirks "you freaky" he says. I cover my face as I start to blush and he chuckles "didnt say it was a bad thing" he adds rubbing my knee.

We get to a hilltop parking lot where theres no cars or people and the sun is setting. "This is beautiful" I whisper looking out. "Sure is" jack whispers. I turn my head looking at him and he's already looking at me.

He blushes lightly and smiles "caught me" he whispers. I smile and lean my head against his "you're the only guy I've been with that has made me feel worthy and loved" I whisper. His hand rests on the side of my face gently "because you are worthy and I fall in love with you more and more everyday" he whispers.

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