Cinema | J.H

Chapter 24.

enjoy and remember this is all fiction
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The following appearances in la were just as fun as the award show and the 2 shows were amazing. I honestly love watching jack on stage it makes me love him even more.

After LA he had a show in San Diego then new mexico while I was back in atlanta for 3 days, now I'm back on tour with him for 3 weeks and in a couple days we are back in la for lizzo's release party.

"Ready?" Jack asks. I look up from my phone "yeah" I answer standing up from the couch. Instead of being in the crowd tonight I am side stage mostly because my anxiety has been a lot lately.

Whilst we're walking to the side stage area our fingers are interlocked and our arm are swinging in between us.
I can hear the fans chanting for jack as we get closer and closer. Jack stops walking as we approach backstage "everyone gather" he says bringing all the crew together.

My one arm rests on Jack's back and the other lays at my side and urbans beside me holding his camera down. "We have done a small chunk of this tour and have so much left thank you everyone for doing your best every night, let's kick some ass" he says motivating everyone.

"Let's go!" I hear a few people say excitedly. We all put our hands in a circle "go team" jack says. "Go team" we all repeat.

A few seconds later everyone separates and jack pulls me closer "thank you for being here I love you" he whispers. "I love you too" I whisper back squeezing him tightly. He kisses my forehead gently before pecking my lips "see you after" he whispers before running onto stage.

While I'm watching jack perform I look out into the crowd and see urban taking photos and running around the front. "You like this?" Dru asks standing beside me. "I like watching, I couldn't do it" I answer.

He nods understanding "I get that" he says. "So I know we're here for jack but I wanted to let you know there are a few more artists that have reached out that want to work with you" he adds. I look at him and raise my eyebrows "who?" I ask.

" ashe, julia Michaels annnnd Lauren Spencer smith" he says. "Uhh tell them all yes" I reply. He chuckles "figured" he replies. "They're great artists" I say shrugging. He nods in agreement and we go back to watching jack who was humping the air at that moment.

Dru pat's my back gently "that's your man" he says. I laugh shaking my head "oh I know" I reply smirking to myself. "You're nasty" he says shaking his head.

I laugh "what can I say the dick is good" I respond looking jack up and down. "Jesus" dru whispers. "In all seriousness though, are you two good? Like how are you doing?" He asks. "We are good, great even" I answer.

Nothing crazy happened in the 3 days I was gone, he had one show and from the clips I saw he wasn't as excited to perform. "And you're fine with the media?" He asks. I sigh "they need to chill, who gives a fuck if we're happy" I answer honestly.

He nods "I get that" he replies. "Its none of their business what point we are in our relationship" I add. "Also they need to stop asking if I'm going to start singing and performing, answer is no and will always be no" I continue.

"So never?" He asks with raised eyebrows. I sigh "yeah I'm pretty set on never stepping foot on a stage and singing" I reply. "We've probably had this conversation before but why?" He asks. "Anxiety" I answer. "Would anything convince you?" He asks.

I look over watching jack and I start thinking and I sigh "it would take a lot of convincing and maybe therapy of some sort" I answer. He nods "yknow Julia was a song writer like you first, maybe talk to her" he says. I think about it for another minute before nodding "maybe" I reply.