Never meant to happen

Chapter 18

I decided to read some of the messages Suna sent me. Maybe I will understand what he was calling so I would mess up and talk about something else. If you know what I mean.

I had washed my bedding and clothes from last night. I even asked Sakusa to sanitize my room because it just felt so dirty. Then I took a 2 hour shower. No lie.

I was on my bed scared to open my messages. I turned on my phone went to messages and then went to Sunas contact. The messages were exactly what I thought they were. But how did he even find out. I decided to actually read some to see how he found out about what happened last night.

❤🦊: OSAMU MIYA WTF ARE YOU DOING.

❤🦊: I WOULD LOVE FOR YOU TO EXPLAIN THE VOICE MESSAGE YOU SENT TO ME.

❤🦊: I CANT BELIEVE YOU WOULD DO THIS. WE HAVE KIDS OSAMU

❤🦊: WOW YOU SAID YOU WOULD WAIT FOR ME. BUT NO YOU GO SLEEP WOTH SOME OTHER GUY.

❤🦊: I CANT BELIEVE YOU MIYA. AFTER EVERYTHING WITH US.

❤🦊: IS THIS HOW YOU WANT THINGS TO END THINGS BETWEEN US.

❤🦊: IF YOU DIDNT LOVE ME ME ANYMORE WHY DIDN'T YOU TELL ME.

❤🦊: WHY AREN'T YOU ANSWERING ME OR MY CALLS.

❤🦊: IS THAT (BUTTHOLE) REALLY THAT GOOD THAT YOU CANT ANSWER ME.

❤🦊: I HAVE BEEN WORKING MY (BUTT) OFF FOR YOU TO COME AND LIVE WITH US.

❤🦊: YOU KNOW WHAT. IM DONE. DONE.

❤🦊: I HOPE YOU HAVE A GREAT (QUACKING) LIFE AND I WILL BE HERE TRYING TO SUPPORT MY KIDS. AND YOU CAN FINISH (QUACKING) THAT MAN IN YOUR BED.

You can no longer receive or send messages from this number

I began crying after I read those messages. Why would I be that stupid and cheat on my love. The one person in this world that made me happy. The one person that made me feel loved. It hurt so much to hear him call the kids his. I know that I would never be back in his life or the kids life.

I tried to think back to last night then little images popped up and I gasped and I opened my eyes. I really cheated on him. I'm such a bad boyfriend.

I didn't want to listen to the first one being the one I sent him because I knew what is was going to be like so I just started the last one.

It started out as him crying. Just sobbing. He hadn't yelled or anything. He was not like he was in the texts.
"Why won't you answer me. Why are you doing this. *sniffle* am I not good enough. Is that why. *sniffle*" he started crying even harder.
"It hurts Samu" he whispered as he sobbed some more. Please stop crying suna. Please. I know I hurt you but please stop crying. He started to cry so much me was starting to hyperventilate.

No stop suna please don't hurt yourself. Stop. I can't listen to this. And to make it worse I heard his door open and little feet walk in.
"Mama?" Katsu said and he walked in
He was the fisrt one to learn how to both walk and talk a bit. No no. Katsu go back please don't come in.
" mama crying" he said as he walked over.
"No cry mama"
"I love you mama"
"I love you to baby"
Beeeeepppp

This hurt. This hurt so much. I wanted it to stop. Make it stop please. I needed him. I needed to talk to him. But knowing Suna he blocked everyone most likely. I ran downstairs. I knew what I had to do. I was going to fly over there. I packed a bag and everything. Then I went downstairs and everyone was sitting on the couch. And terushima was here.

"Teru. Why are you here" I asked wiping my tears.
"I heard what happened and j needed to tell you something" he said walking to me.
" it's not your fault you cheated on suna"  he said and and I shook my head.
"Yeah it is teru. I slept with someone else" I said and he nodded.
"I know. I know because I'm the one who caused this" he said

I looked at him and my eyes widened. What in the world was he talking about.
" what are you talking about teru" I asked dad he looked down and went into his pocket and took out some pills. My eyes widened.

"I slipped you some rut inhancers"

Btw guys I know I haven't really been following up on the omegaverse part but I had no experience on it until I started reading some omegaverse so I apologize for that. And I know rut inhancers aren't a thing. And if they are I had no idea. But yeah that's all.

Byeeee my ghosts 👻 ♥