"Kiyoko?""present"
"Yuu?"
"present"
"______?"
"..."
"Is _____ absent today? She never misses school normally.. Does anyone know why she's absent?"
"She probably is in that shrine crying over her dead little family"
-class laughing-
"oi that is not nice, you know? She has been throught a lot."
"how is it my problem? That was her fault after all."
" shut up will you? "
" ... "
: : :
I wondered what was happening in class ..
This was the first time I missed school.
I got up and decided to go home as there was no point in sitting here.
I was almost halfway there when I heard my stomach grumble.
I had eaten in the morning, this is unusual. I normally never feel hungry.
I checked my pockets, I barely had any yen. Just enough for a bowl of ramen.
I walked to the nearest ramen place.
I walked in, I asked the cook for a bowl of ramen.
He prepared it in a bit.
"Arigato."
I sat down and started eating. The broth was just the right consistency.
The noodles were soft. The meat was a bit overcooked and the egg was nothing special.
But afterall, it was good.
I paid and was about to walk out when he stopped me
"you are ¥200 short. You can't leave without paying."
"I.. don't have anymore money.. could you excuse me just this once? I swear I will pay you once I get the money."
"No. You have to pay or else you're gonna have to give me a helping hand around here."
I didn't have time for that, I barely had enough time for myself, how am I suppose to give this man a 'helping hand' ?
"I will pay on her behalf." A unfamiliar voice said.
I looked behind out of curiosity.
It was tall figure, a boy I had never seen in my whole life.
"who.. are you ?" I asked
"me? Ah, I'm Ren" he offered a handshake.
"hm. You shouldn't have done that, but arigato..." I said as I ignored his handshake.
"oh um, your welcome." he awkwardly smiled and slowly pulled his hand away.
"What is yours?"
"eh?"
"What's your name?"
"____"
"that is a nice name."
"thanks."
"wanna be friends?"
"no"
I walked away.
"why not !!" he said in an annoyed tone.
Then I heard footsteps, he started following me.
He caught up to me pretty quickly.
"oi, _____ why do you not wanna be friends?"
"I'm not interested in making acquaintances."
"but I wanna be friends not acquaintances"
"Ahh just go away."
"no unless you agree"
What is with this weird guy?
I stopped and turned behind.
"I am not interested in being friends with you or anything, you understand? Thanks, for paying for me but stop following me. I do not wanna be friends."
"alright then, it's probably making me look like a creep."
"hm"
"Welp, see ya later!" He smiled sweetly and walked away
I chuckled.
Wait.
I chuckled ..?
Something is definitely wrong with me today.
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