Love Unexpected

Broken By You

"Damn it Eve! I don't care how much you want to hurt me, but you just hurt the most important person in my life, and it is unforgivable! You are no longer allowed to be anywhere on my property ever! I will pick up the boys and drop them off myself when it is my turn to have them. As for you and me, we are done and over period. I don't want you to call me or try to see me unless and only if it involves the boys. Otherwise, no contact and if you don't respect that I will get a restraining order if I have to. Now get the fuck out of my house now!" I screamed. 

"Oh J I am so sorry.  I never meant to hurt you, I love you and wanted us to reconcile, that is all. I saw the look on your face when you realized she was there, You really do love her. " Eve says and tries to comfort me. I push her away.

"Just stop your bullshit. We are done. Got it! I said all I need to say. Now just please leave."

Eve picks up her purse and leaves. I immediately try to call and text Lynne, but she must have turned her phone off.  I don't blame her, She is right, I am an ass. I can't believe that out of all the times Eve tries her reconcile bullshit stories, she does it in front of Lynne.  She never has tried to kiss me before so why now? I am so angry I could spit nails. My relationship with Eve is strictly for the boys only,  no more interactions with her about anything else.  How am I gonna fix this?   God,  I never wanted  to hurt her, and now she thinks I was cheating on her with Eve. I have to make her talk to me and explain.  I love her more than life itself and  I just can't live without her, she is everything to me. I sat on the couch and pull out the engagement ring I have for her and I fight back the tears. I wanted  to propose to her and now I may never get the chance. I know,  Jess, she can help me. No one knows Lynne like her BFF Jess and if I explain it to her, then she can persuade Lynne to give me another chance.   I can drive over there now and beg for her help. 

Lynne

I left the grocery store and was finally heading back to Jordan's house. I had such a great time with his family today and glad that the initial meeting is over and done with.  I still cannot believe us having sex in his mom's bathroom, that man is so frisky sometimes. I love him so much.  I never knew I could be so happy as I am with him. I pulled into the driveway and see a car I do not recognize. I wonder who is visiting at this hour.  Maybe it was one of the guys. That would be nice, I have't seen any of the guys since the tour ended. I get out of the car and grabbed the grocery bag and proceeded to go inside. As I looked up my heart stopped, I dropped the grocery bag, and tears welled up in my eyes as I see Jordan standing there kissing his ex wife who also has her hand on his ass, my ass. He sees me and suddenly pushes her away. I am speechless as he tries to talk to me.  "Lynne, it's not what it looks like, please let me explain, Eve tell her, you kissed me not the other way around."  Jordan says but Eve just stood there with a shitty grin on her face and raised her hands. 

I turned around and headed back to my car trying to hold back the tears that started falling like rain from my eyes. My heart was broken.

"Lynne wait please, Let me explain. It is not what you think, I love you and only you!" He yells to me but I keep walking to my car. I stopped and opened my door to get in. 

"Go to hell, Jordan! I don't want to hear your lies! I refuse to share you with her! We are done! I won't let another man make a fool of me." I yell back to him in anger and  I hope he can't see the tears that continue to fall from my eyes. I got  in my car and drove off and left him standing  there. I did not look back, I just couldn't. I did not want to go home as I was afraid Jordan would come after me and I just could not even look at him now much less listen to his bullshit excuse. I headed straight to Jess' house, still crying. As I pulled into Jess' I shut my phone off, Jordan kept trying to text and call me and I just wanted it to stop ringing. I knocked on Jess' door and when she opened it, I just ran in and hugged her and began sobbing.