even more of bee existing

tw: su!c!de

one of my irl friends (more like a friend of a friend) keeps telling me to kms but like as a joke and i keep telling them "hey when u say u hope i kms every time i make a small mistake it makes me uncomfortable bc i actually do struggle with thoughts like that" they just say "oh it's a joke don't be so sensitive, i talk to everyone like that" and idk it just annoys me lol