What if I cant forget you, I'd better learn to live alone

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[A/N extreme writer's block tonight, sorry it took me a while to upload this chapter. It sucks, i know. I'm sorry]

Jamie's POV 

"Jamie, i'm scared," "why would you be scared? I'm right here and I won't let them hurt you, I promise," "okay" he said as i grabbed his hand and squeezed it to reassure me that I will be okay. We started walking down the stairs. Tony, Mike, and John were talking, as soon as they saw Vic and I they got quiet and I could see they anger on their faces and I felt Vic tense up. He was scared that they were mad at him and the look on their faces told us that they still were. "Guys, I know you probably still hate Vic, but we talked and he really didn't kiss her and uh.. we are together now," I said as I looked down at my shoes, I felt uncomfortable they woulndn't accept us being together, "it's cool Jaime, don't feel uncomfortable we accept ya'll being together. We just said that ya'll were probably fucking or something up there," Tony laughed a lttle, "yeah, i accept you Vic, don't look like that. If Jaime makes you happy then I want you to be happy, but can I talk to you alone?"

Vic's POV

I was so scared, what if Mike didn't accept me? What if he hated me? Oh god, I can't deal with Mike hating me. "Jamie, i'm scared" A admitted to him, " why would you be scared? I'm right here and I won't let them hurt you, I promise" when he told me that I felt a little better, he was just perfect and I can't believe he is all mine, "okay" I said, I still felt worried. He squeezed my hand as if he knew I felt worried. As soon as we got toi the bottom of the steps they stopped talking and were looking at us,I could see the anger in their eyes. They hate me, I said to myself. "Guys, I know you probably still hate Vic, but we talked and he really didn't kiss her and uh.. we are together now," Jamie said "it's cool Jamie- I stopped listening until I heard Mike start talking,  

"Yeah, i accept you Vic, don't look like that. If Jamie makes you happy then I want you to be happy, but can I talk to you alone?" "Uh y-yeah, sure. Now?" I was a little scared, what did he have to say that he couldn't't say in front of they boys? "yeah, follow me," He got up off the couch and I followed him to the kitchen. "Vic I fully support you and Jamie, but you mom and dad arn't going to and they will be mad that you left Savannah. Did you even break up with her?" Oh I didn't want to tell him about this, but I knew I had to tell him, "uh Mike, no I didn't break up with her, she broke up with me because she was talking about Jamie and I defended him and she was yelling at me and she asked me if I loved her and I didn't want to lie so I said no, I love someone else and she broke up with me," "haha, okay. I'm happy you're not cheating or anything because we wern't raised to do that and I would be forced to tell Jamie if you were," He started walking back into the living room where Tony, John, and Jaime were sitting on the couch and talking, "HEY GUYS WE GO TO FUCKING WARPED TOUR TOMORROW AND WE HAVE TO WAKE UP EARLY, GET YOUR ASS IN BED!" Mike screamed as we walked into the living room. 

We all started to walk back to our rooms when Jamie called my name, "Vic! uh I was uh thinking- "if you could sleep with me tonight? and the answer is yes" I said cutting him off, I was just thinking about that, "okay, let me just get changed and I will be right up," He smiled and ran to his room. I went into mine, got changed, and I tired to clean up a little, it was a mess in here and I didn't want him thinking that I was a slob. Soon I gave up on cleaning and just went to lay in my bed and I waited for Jamie.

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I guess I fell asleep because it was 2 int eh morning, I woke up to my bed shifting and arms being  rap around me, Jaime. "hey sleepy, I was'nt that long was I? I decided to take a shower I couldn't''t have to in the morning and I started packing a little," " yes, you were long! gosh, you take longer than a girl does" I joked, I kissed him and went back to sleep, I could fell asleep like this every night, I loved his arms around me, they made me feel safe, he was perfect in every way and I never want to hurt him again, "Jamie?" I want him to promise me something important, "yes love?" that cute, he is so adorable "please promise me something," "okay what is it?" he asked sounds very concerned, "promise me you won't hurt yourself again, please. You can always talk to me about things, you don't need to do that to yourself, you have me," "okay Vic, I will try not to. I'm really sorry for tonight, but lets just go to sleep and we can cuddle in the morning before we have to get ready for tour," 

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"No stop please i'm sorry. Please don't leave me, please" It was 4 in the morning and Jaime was having a night mare. "please don't leave me, please, don't forget about me. Vic come back, please, don't leave me," He was crying, i decided to wake him up, "Jamie, Jamie! wake up," "what oh thank god it was just a dream," he said while hugging me tightly. "I'm right here Jamie and I would never leave you. If you don't mind me asking, what was your dream about?" he was quiet for a long time then he spoke. "I had a dream that everyone left me, you left me for Savannah. Everyone was happy with their girlfriends and no one wanted to be around me because I was single and everyone hated me for no reason," sobs riddled his body and he was shaking, "babe listen to me, I would never do that and I would never go back to Savannah, we broke up because I did'nt love her and she was a bitch. I love you with all of my heart, I would'nt trade you in for anything in the world, you mean everything to me," I said that as I was rubbing his back trying to calm him down. It seemed to work and he was asleep soon after that with his arms rapped around me and my arms rapped around him, I never wanted to let him go, he meant everything to me.

 [A/N It took me 3 hours to finish ths update, but I did and i'm tired as fuck now! good night my poop faces]

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