One minute | Dong Sicheng

Thirteen

It was as though my soul wasn't in my body. It was as though my body was taken other by another entity.

I stood up, stumbling as I saw the tears fall from Y/N's eyes, and the fury in Minghao's.

I ruined it. I ruined it. I ruined it.

I ran.

I tripped over the containers, but continued to run. Out of the park, past my home, out of the town.

I just ran, and ran, until I couldn't run any longer.

But even then, I tried to run.

Why was Minghao angry? Why did Y/N cry? Why did it feel like there was something that I didn't know about, and why did it feel like it was something worth knowing.

My phone buzzed. And again. And again.

I collapsed on the floor of an isolated road. I took out my phone, and my breathing stopped.

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xuhaohao

what the fuck sicheng???

xuhaohao

why didn't you fucking tell me that y/n was who you liked.

xuhaohao

you kissed my fucking girlfriend dude.

xuhaohao

did you not hear anything i said in that science class about me loving her??

xuhaohao

you're so fucking low, man.

xuhaohao

stay the fuck away from her.

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The tears kept falling.

I didn't dare to breathe.

'did you not hear anything i said in that science class about me loving her??'

Did I not hear anything?

Of course I didn't.

Was it my fault?

Of course it was.

I kissed a girl. A girl who wasn't available. A girl who was loved by another man. A girl who loved another guy.

I kissed my best friend.

I kissed my best friend, who was loved by my friend.

What was I thinking?

Why was I so stupid.

But it wasn't my fault.

I didn't know. I didn't know.

But I should have known.

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caffecheng

i'm sorry.

You can no longer send direct messages to this person.

I'm so sorry.

You can no longer send direct messages to this person.

My first friendship.

My first and only chance at true happiness.

I ruined it.

In one minute.