Forgive but never forget (Book 2 of Always At War) (Completed)

Chapter 3.

Hoseok's POV 

When I got home from work I was surprised to see Jungkook seating down on the couch on the living room, his stress was very evident as he didn't even heard me coming in. 

"Jk?" I ask as I closed the door and sat besides him. It was then that he noticed me. 

"Oh, hi Hobi." He looked even nervous.

"What's going on? Is everything okay?" He sigh when I said that and I could tell he was feeling like the weight of the world was on his shoulders. "You know you can tell me anything, it doesn't matter what it is, I won't judge you. I'll try to help you." 

I know he's been hiding something from me for days, probably for months now. I hope he's this nervous because he finally will tell me. 

"Wait, you're not sick, right?" Even before my mind could register that thought I had to ask. It's not like him to keep things from me and I hope it's nothing as serious as that. 

"No no it's not that." That made me relax a bit. I was getting nervous though because he still looked like he couldn't tell me. "I know you will probably hate me after this but I talked to Jimin and Taehyung and I have to tell you before we go to their house." 

"We are going to Jimin and Taehyung's? When did you talked to them? Are they okay?" I had so many questions and Jk's expressions and anxiousness was not helping me answer them. 

"Yes we are going to their place, I talked to them yesterday and yes they are okay. Everyone is okay. Well... mostly everyone." That made me widen my eyes as I couldn't figure out who he was talking about. 

"Are you talking about Suga? Namjoon? Are they both okay?" I know I sound desperate but I really need to know what's going on. 

"Let me just please tell you the story." I nodded as I took that as my cue to shut up. He took a deep breathe as he looked at the photo we had on our small table in front of the couch. It was a photo with all the guys, including Jin. It's been a while since I've thought of him but I guess my mind just wants to ignore it. 

It hurts too much. 

"I- I saw Amelia." 

"WHAT?!" I ask in complete shock. 

"Let me tell the story please." Jungkook said yet again, but I could feel my heart beating fast against my chest. It's been exactly two years since we've parted ways and I was about to go out there and look for her if nothing happened. 

"We ran into each other at my work. She needed a coach to train her in some stuff and I was assigned to her." He explained and I tried to ignored the fact that this was Amelia we were talking about and he didn't told me before. He knows well how devastated I've been since I was not with her anymore. "The point is that I think she's in trouble Hobi. I truly care for her and I know that you do too, but I don't want to think that my theories are actually true. I think- I think that she's killing people, I'm not sure if they are innocent or what but I truly think she's killing people and I think she's trying to reach out for help."

I know I should've payed more attention to that last part but there was a question on my mind that I needed to get out. "When did you ran into her?" 

"Uh?" 

"You heard me, since when have you been keeping this secret from me?" I ask and he obviously didn't want to answer me that. So I was right, it's been months. But how many? 

"S-Six months." He answered and I could tell he was nervous again, if he ever stoped. He knows I'm hurt. So there's no point in showing it if he knows.