Forgive but never forget (Book 2 of Always At War) (Completed)

Chapter 8.

Hoseok's POV

When I woke up I was so confused. I can't remember what the hell happened. 

All I know now is that I'm in a hospital and it just brought so many flashbacks of the Military Base and I was afraid that I went back in time. 

But when I saw Amelia next to me, Jungkook was here too as well as the other boys, I knew it wasn't the Military Base. It was a normal hospital. 

How did they let everyone in? I have no idea, but I'm glad they did. 

"Hobi!" Jimin said as he came to hug me first, I tried to sit down but my head hurts so much that it caused me to groan. "Wow, are you okay?" 

"My head hurts." I said as I closed my eyes since the lights began to hurt too. 

"Should we call the doctor?" I heard Tae ask and Jungkook said "Yeah, I'll go get him." 

I heard the door opening and shut, meaning Jungkook left. "What happened?" I ask, still with my eyes closed, my hands on my head, trying to calm down my breathing from the pain. 

"You don't remember?" Namjoon ask. 

"No..." 

"What's the last thing you remember?" Jin ask. 

"Uh... maybe leaving my house with you, Jungkook and Amelia, but nothing else. 

"Wait, so you don't remember the conversation we had in Jimin's and Taehyung's house?" Joon ask and I shook my head. "Fuck. That's a lot of information. Why would your memory erase it?" 

I didn't answer because I seriously don't know. 

"I- Uh, can I please have a moment with Hobi before the doctor comes?" Amelia suddenly ask which took me by surprise and made me open my eyes a bit to see her face. She was serious and she looked nervous but at least she wasn't ignoring me. 

I saw the guys been hesitant but nodded as they left the room. I tried to keep my eyes opened even though they hurt but I just wanted to see her face. 

It'll be the first time that we are going to be alone, and it just had to be at the hospital. 

"Can I explain everything to you? Do you think you can take it?" Amelia ask me, and I wasn't sure I would be able to take it. My head hurts so fucking much and I'm not sure if getting bombarded with information will help my case. 

"Does it have to be now? Amelia, I'm not in the best shape right now." I said as I pointed to my head and decided to close my eyes because it was way too irritating to see the light. 

There was a bit of silence and I heard her sigh "I guess it can wait." She said. "I'm sorry, I'm being selfish. Of course it's not the best time right now, I just hate seeing you suffer because of me." 

That made me tilt my head in a questioning way. "Wait, why is it your fault?" 

In that moment the door opened and I think the doctor is the one who came in "Hoseok, glad to see you are awake. How are you feeling?" 

"My head hurts a lot." 

"Why can't you open your eyes?" He ask. 

"It hurts more when I open them. I think it's the lights." I explained and I felt the doctor taking my chin, lifting my head up a bit probably to examine me. 

"Open your eyes." I did and I had to close them again since I did it way too fast. I groaned as I pressed my hands against my head feeling like it was going to explode. 

"From one to 10 how bad is your head hurting?" The doctor ask. 

"Honestly, an 8.5 if not a 9." 

"Why isn't it a 10?"