Forgive but never forget (Book 2 of Always At War) (Completed)

Chapter 10.

Hoseok's POV 

It's been probably a week or so since I've been in the hospital and honestly, I don't feel any better. 

I hate feeling this way, I hate being here, but the doctors are concerned that my situation could get worse. I just want to go home. 

My family came three days ago when the doctor told me that I had to stay for a while. There are moments in which I forget I even feel pain in my head, but then there are moments in which I feel like I'm gonna faint. 

That's why it is better if I stay. 

Amelia hasn't been here much, the boys told me it was because she's going through some stuff of her own and I wish I could know what it is because it seems as though they all know except me. 

But I guess they don't want me to worry, it's not good for my brain. 

"How you feeling?" My sister ask me. I'm so glad she's here, it's been a while since we've seen each other. 

I can't even remember the last time I saw them, I think it was after I went to look for a house with Jungkook and we visited our families for a bit. 

"Today hasn't been particularly bad." I answered which was true. It hasn't been that bad. 

"Okay, that's good." She answered and then she looked at her phone, smiling. She's been using her phone much more than any normal human would, but I have a theory. 

"Who are you talking to?" I ask her as I tried to see from my bed to her phone. 

She was startled for a minute, probably forgetting where she was. She giggle a bit as she typed something and then turned it off. 

"Sorry, sorry. I promised to take care of you so I won't look at my cel anymore." 

"C'mon sis, who's got you so happy?" 

She smiled and I saw her blush. It's been a while since I've seen her blush. 

"There might be a guy..." 

"I knew it!" I said as I patted my back making her laugh. "So? How long have you been going out with the special guy?" 

"About 8 months? Is it crazy if I think he is truly the one?" Wow, 8 months? 

"That long and you didn't tell me before? Damn I feel like a bad brother." 

"No no don't! I've been taking it slow so he hasn't met our parents yet... but I was figuring out that after you come out of here I can introduce you to him." 

"Ahh makes sense, so our parents hasn't met him but they know about him, right?" 

"Yeah yeah I told them." She nodded her head and kept smiling until she came back to reality. "How are things with you and your heart?" 

There goes that question... how can I answer it? "Uh, well. It's been rough since war ended. As you know we went our separate ways. I know there's something going on right now with her but I just don't know what that something is." 

"You know, I talked to Namjoon about her actually." 

"To Namjoon? Why would you talk to him about her?" 

"I overheard them talking about a psychologist and I think that's where she's been when she isn't here." When she said that it made sense, Namjoon went to a psychologist to feel better and I guess Amelia has finally recognized she needs help. 

"That's good." I said and I kind of feel better knowing where she is. 

"Hobi, you truly love her, don't you?" She said as she took my hand. She knows me too well. She might be the only person ever who truly knows me. In my darkest of times and in my brightest of days, because she's my sister.