Amara's Pov
Nervousness was an understatement from the many emotions that had been going me. At first I was a little hesitate to start practicing on my own, but deep down inside me since the start of the hiatus that everyone was taking and doing for their own solo activities including myself it taught me, that one, I had a dorm all to myself, my old form because my sanctuary the practice room, was my four am friend since I was there from seven am until I don't am.
I also sometimes slept there since my main team member that was helping me with this solo said we needed to work on my dancing. I would say that improved as well, and my balance.
I was content with his far my solo album was coming so far and just how happy I was about Hope's new album as well. Everyone was just doing things that was putting them at ease, or relaxing them in this time of need. Bts was the biggest group in the world and I still loved them all regardless of how much less time we've gotten with one another.
With my poor hair suffering from another dyed job of this time dark blue and purple keeping it hidden under my beanie, I scrolled through my Instagram with watchful eyes, holding my leg with my free hand. The cooling temperature of the practice room rolling through me and more sore body. The loudest snicker went through me having to hold back my laughter.
"Oh God Tae you were really drunk weren't you." I said through my fast laughter snickering more at the pictures, I glanced back up for a moment. Lilac.. I do wonder why they choose that but then again purple was a color with so many meanings and all.
A mini album with ten tracks, one mv, my first photo shoot already done, I'll get to go on only a few music shows maybe win my first solo win. And then I think I'll be content.
A soft chuckle left my lips my phone, vibrating a couple times in my hold answering it in a moment. I held my phone closer whispering into the receiver.
"Tae? How you feeling?" I heard the sleepiest sounding groan on his end followed by some shuffling around.
"I feel like shit Amara baby.. I drank way to much with Lisa.. And them, it's spinning." Another little snort left me quietly.
"I'm sure you did seeing as I keep seeing that video of you spinning in the pole. I'm glad you let loose and had fun though. Jimin isn't gonna let you live it down." Another soft groan whine left him.
"Oh God I know.. I have to get ready to go to the airport soon, I just wanted to check in up on my favorite girl. How are you and your solo activities? I know we haven't been checking on you as much cause Sejin made you go back to your dorm for a while. But you've been taking care of yourself right pretty girl?" I let my eyes face down onto the floor rolling my feet back and forth on it gentle rubbing at the knee pads on my knees smiling gently.
"I'm doing okay Tae I just hurt my knees from over practicing and I miss you guys a lot but I love seeing how everyone is just in their element of their own." I spoke more through my giggles hearing his soft chuckles.
"Our clumsy girl, don't forget to talk to Jungkook he's been whining again. Hope is gonna be a bit more busy as well. I know you are as well. Just between us though. Give me a spoiler what a the album called!" I wasn't sure how his voice had grown so loud so quickly, watching as the backup dancers started filling into the room once more. I panicked a bit but stammered out fast through my laughter standing up fixing my shoes up.
"Lilac. I gotta go though Tae please be safe and check in on the others too they miss you." He was whining up a storm but muttered a quick bye out to me making sure to put my phone back on silent mode and placing inside my bag I bowed got he dance instructor who flashed me a grin, going over to the stereo
"You've been doing really Amara you've gotten better at the splits and landed the moves you need too. I say by Thursday at least you'll be ready to flim." Oh thank God that means just a little rest, that made me happy.
"Thank you sir." I stammered out softly with a smile bowing my head once again, I dropped my head down for a moment feeling him stand behind me placing his hands on my hips firmly placing me in position.
"Let's make no mistake today or do we want a repeat of last week?" With a quick gulp, I shook my head no yanking the beanie off my head letting all my hair fall out.
"Of course not sir.." I looked away listening to the loud thump of the base filling the room quickly.
It was another long full day. And with each mistake came the reinforcement. The more it hurt, the better and no mistake would be made. Sitting on the floor in the now empty practice room, I cleaned up the little wounds on my legs from my trips today, wrapping the bandages in place I wiped at my forehead and grabbed my phone looking at the group text with interest for a moment.
Joonie
Chimmy
Hope
Kook
Suga Suga
Jinnie
Tae
Amara! We haven't seen you in days baby girl please make sure you are eating and resting
I miss you my little cupcake!
If you can try and sneak out I'll give you sleepy cuddles.
Drinks lots of milk and rests your bones!
All the love goes to you~
We love you fighting and keep going strong.
We purple you~
I smiled gently exhaling out a soft chuckle placing my phone in my lap, shooting my bandages fingers up to wipe at the warm tears exhaling.
They really were that small strength you needed most. I also know it was Hoseok who changed my name once again, I found myself typing a message all the hardships of today went away so slowly.
