Amara's Pov
A normal day for me actually was more relaxed then many would think. For one part I kinda slept half of the day. You would think after a few years of being in Seoul, you would think I was use to the time zone difference.Or maybe a great part of me just like sleeping cause it was a small escape from reality. Sadly I couldn't sleep all the time, and I had to face reality at some point.
It was around noon, and I was little upset I had to wake up all alone in this small like dorm room I had all to myself.
I kinda like clothes too much, I had way too many, and yet it seemed that they grew more and more in stock.
I remember strangely that I had to be awake because Sejin was gonna be coming over to the dorm today. I was a little curious to what.
I hope he doesn't make me dye my hair again. At the moment it was in a small bob like style and was dark blue and I can't even remember the last time it was the natural hair color it use to be.
I believe it was black or brown. But with all this hair treatment, my hair was very much damaged. They should just let me keep it curly. I wondered if they were gonna make me do more teaser photoshoots.
We've done around fifteen of them. I was brought back from my thoughts from the little buzzer from the door.
I stood up my socks hitting the floor and I slide slightly across the floor putting the code in before opening the door seeing a bright smiling Sejin as he looked at me.
"Amara." He beamed at me and I bowed my head a little with a small giggle. "Hey, Sejin." I greeted letting him in but also noticing another tall figure who was looking at me curiously like but he had a soft kind smile across his face.
I shut the door behind them and followed them to the living room knowing my manners.
Sejin grabbed my hand gently and pulled me to stand in front of the other male, who had pulled his face mask down even more. And I let a tiny gasp out, a huge grin spreading across my face.
"Amara this is-" but from excitement, I quickly exclaimed out over him on accident.
"Kim Namjoon!" I quickly covered my mouth shocked, letting small giggles out from surprise.
Sejin was just giving me an amused smile and Namjoon let a small laugh out holding his hand out for me which I gently took, bowing a little as I shook it.
"Hi Amara, so I'm the only member right now that knows about you joining us, now take this in mind.The guys are gonna be really really surprised, and it might take them some time to get use to you. But they won't like bully you, they may just be a little cold, but since you speak Korean, you could easily fool them into thinking you don't understand then shock them." Namjoon was talking so fast.
But he was looking at me with a kind smile that made me all the way shy, bit grateful. I've been waiting forever to meet my new member finally.
"She was so scared to meet you Namjoon, you should have heard her on the phone," Sejin called out playfully.
"Hey! He doesn't need to know." I laughed tucking away strands of my hair. Namjoon just shook his head amused.
"Don't worry I'm not scary, I kinda look scary, but if it helps you adjust, we can talk in English all the time, " Namjoon kept explaining to me and I was listening deeply but I was more starstruck by Namjoon.
He was much taller in real life then I expected. But he was extremely kind, and very sweet all I could really do was stare at him with this small goofy smile spread across my lips.
Namjoon gazed at me with a smile. "Sejin Hyung, can I stay and help her pack, and then you can come and get us and bring us back to the dorm? I'd like to get to know her a bit before everyone else." I placed my hands behind my back bouncing on my toes shyly.
I was kinda bursting with all this energy. I was actually scared I was gonna start running around and hit a wall.
"That sounds good, you guys have an hour you think that's enough time Amara?" Sejin asked me facing me. I slowly nodded my head.
"I do have a lot of clothes, but there's also a lot of suitcases." I breathed out a soft giggle when Namjoon just ruffled up my hair up playfully.
"Don't worry, I'll help you, plus you get to share a room with Jimin and Jungkook, but now that I think about it, that might be bad." Namjoon winced rubbing at his nose mumbling a small swear as he chewed at his lower lip.
"They'll have to adjust to a girl sharing a room with them, and having a girl member." I cracked another small smile looking away for a minute.
I think I was more then ready to be a member of Bts now. Was I nervous, yes I was.
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