Amara's Pov
It took a couple of days for me to get use to sharing a dorm with seven guys, but over a little bonding time. I found it not so weird. I got to know Jimin and Jungkook more since they were my roommates now. But the first night I did stay with Namjoon cause I was more comfortable around him, and plus he was such a sweetheart.
He honestly was the sweetest person to earth. A small little trick I did learn was to avoid running into half-naked bodies of boys since there were only two bathrooms, was to take a shower really really early in the morning at around 5:00 am because let's face it they were boys and slept like the dead.
Plus I don't think seeing me naked in a towel would leave a good expression on everyone. As usual, I had taken my shower keeping the towel closely wrapped around me, and the other towel wrapped around my head.
I sunk out the bathroom quickly rushing to Jungkook, Jimin and my room, slipping inside the room puffing my cheeks out quickly looking through the closest that now had my clothes in it grumbling to myself.
Today was the first day that I got to record my own part in some of the guy's songs. I was very nervous cause I felt like my voice wasn't all the way stable but I had to do what the big boss wanted me to do. I heard a loud groan come from one of the bed's and I quickly shut my eyes fast as I whined mentally in my head.
This was what I was worried about. I bet I was breathing too hard. "Amara why are you up at five am?" The loud whine escaped from Jimin's sleepy lips and I heard a loud gasp come from Jungkook's mouth hearing a pillow being thrown.
"Hyung! Close your eyes she just took a shower." I felt a little embarrassed but good thing my body was covered by a towel.
"Oh shit! I'm sorry Amara." I held my face with my free hand chuckling quietly to myself.
"It's okay Jimin, just keep your eyes closed." I stammered out quickly, slipping inside the closet picking out my outfit as quickly as I could.
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"Well, at least they didn't walk in on you full out naked." Taehyung giggled out ruffling the top of my hair deeply. I huffed quietly pushing his hands away as I sat on the practice room floor, feeling him playing with my hair tucking it behind my ears.
"Taehyung that really isn't helping me." I giggled shaking my head sighing letting my head face the ceiling. "I'm lucky I didn't drop my towel," I whined out hearing Taehyung's deep chuckles.
"Amara you just have to relax, for the meantime all you have to worry about is learning the choreography, mesmerizing the lyrics before you official join promotions and stuff and you have the best people teaching you, us." I fluttered my eyes back open and nodded my head he was telling the truth.
"What if I mess up? Or ruin your guy's reputation, I don't know what PD Nim was thinking." I whined, I squeaked when I felt Taehyung cup my face.
"Ah, are you always this negative? You seemed more innocent a few days ago, no matter what we do, there will be hate, in the kpop world you won't be able to satisfy everyone, someone will always complain, and no one will ever be thankful, there's always someone who is gonna demand more." He told me sternly.
I looked deep into his eyes, before giving him a firm head nod. He was so right. No matter what you do, there will always be someone who hated what you did and demanded more.
Taehyung flashed me his soft box-like smile he then started pinching my cheeks "Aish but you are so adorable, you should join me in my vlive later." He cooed I slowly blinked before I stammered out timid like.
"I don't think I can, Sejin said I have to stay hidden until they announce me as the eighth member." Taehyung gave me a deep pout as he muttered.
"You can wear a facemask, to cover the lower part of your face and we can lie and say you're a friend." He was quick to come up with a plan.
A huge part of me started to think that maybe I should listen to my gut and that it was a bad idea. But I haven't been spending time with anyone and I needed to.
"Alright, Tae I'll come to your room later." The happiest grin spread across his cheeks, and I felt my entire face heat up when he pressed a kiss to my cheek, making me grow extremely shy.
