Amara's Pov
"Woah daebak look at how pretty and colorful!"
"Tae you fit the dark concept so well."
"This is gonna be so awesome."
I peered over Yoongi's shoulders, my hands gripping onto his sides a bit with intrigue a smile on my face. All six of us were looking at Yoongi's phone at the alkpop article they finally had posted after a long photoshoot.
I smiled still taking a glance at Tae who was smiling proudly running his hands through his hair happily tugging it back. What a good way to get distracted with practice today.
"Now I wanna do my shoot," Jimin whined slowly brushing his thumb across the bridge of his nose a great pout forming all over his adorable face.
I slowly rested my head on Yoongi's neck mumbling for him, Namjoon, Hoseok, and Seokjin to hear since Jungkook, Taehyung, and Jimin were caught in their own loud chat.
"How bad is the hate?" I asked Yoongi feeling him tense up right away. He flicked his sleepy eyes towards me, his bare face looking quite amazing like always.
"It's growing but don't worry Amara you have just as many supporters as there are haters, I think you did amazing in your teasers." He praised me a lazy grin making its way across his lips. I looked between them, seeing they all shared smiled, and looks with one another.
"Thanks, Yoongs." I whispered pressing a big happy kiss to his cheeks watching his cheeks grow extremely red and he pressed a kiss onto my nose making me wiggle it slowly, and move away starting to stretch a bit. It was a lot of overwhelming things going on straight for three weeks.
Me and Taehyung were constantly leaving early to go film the truth untold mv. We finished the photo shoot, and the MV was honestly very beautiful, Seokjin and Jungkook joined in the fliming and now all we were doing was teasing till we released the MV. And I was announced as the eight-member.
It was really crazy, but I choose to ignore all the hate and focused on practicing more, vocal training, and doing better with my public speaking skills. I shoved my glasses back onto my face sitting in a split position to stretch to make sure practice today I didn't strain my body.
"Do you need any help?" I flicked my eyes up with a smile gazing at Hoseok who was beaming at me.
"Sure Hopie." I giggled watching him slowly sit across from me stretching his legs out in front of him. He then grabbed my hands helping me stretch out with ease.
"You know you are doing a really good job, Amara, we are so proud of you for working so hard." He beamed at me. I stared at him, a small shy giggle escaping from my mouth. He was such a ball of sunshine and it was making me all fluttering.
"Thank you Hoseok, it feels good hearing that from you, you are one of the best dancers I know, and I admire you," I told him seeing another smile make its way across his face before he held my hands even more close.
"You know you can tell us anything right? We all care about you, and we all live together, so you can trust us can't you." He whispered to me tilting his head slowly. I held my breath for a moment before my thoughts drifted a little bit. Did he know?
There's no way I haven't shown any signs of it at all. I hide it very well. "I trust you Hoseok I promise, I trust all of you guys." I gave him a smile moving so I was sitting in a comfortable position moving out the way to let Jungkook and Taehyung run past us. Taehyung holding his phone running away.
"It's just I have something you guys wouldn't understand and I don't wanna change things that's all." I stammered out. Once again Hoseok tilted his head gazing at me even more.
"Try me I'm sure if its something I don't understand I can look it up and understand it better." He kept smiling at me, and my hands slowly trace the squeaky floor in thought.
"I have a mild case of little space, it's not that big but you can look it up, it's better that way then me explaining it..." I stammered out.
Hoseok stared at me very focused before he pulled out his phone looking very focused poking his tongue out.
"Alright, I promise when we get back to the dorm, I'll do my research then later tonight, you can tell me all about it." I stared at him almost in awe how easily he was able to just typed something in his phone and then saved it for later. "Okay." I squeaked out.
