↱FORBIDDEN COLORS↲ ⇾seongjoong⇽

soon

"I really am sorry, Yunho."

"I know," Yunho sighed.

"Will you ever forgive me?" Seonghwa asked, curled up in a ball on his bed as Yunho shuffled in the closet.

Yunho sighed, ducking his head back to look at Seonghwa.

"Of course I'm going to forgive you. I can't not forgive you. You're my best friend. But you're still my best friend who lied to me and kept the world's juiciest secret from me and I'm still pissed about that. But you're sad so we're still going to cuddle and do best friend stuff, but I'm still upset."

"Okay," Seonghwa said sadly.

"I still can't believe you were banging Hongjoong the whole time."

"Oh my god, me neither," Seonghwa said, turning to look at the ceiling.

"Did you really cry when you found out?" Yunho sunk onto the mattress beside him.

"Yeah," Seonghwa said, "I was so scared. I tried to leave, but then he started crying, telling me how scared he was that if I left it would be over and he couldn't lose me. We both cried so much. It was a mess. And then I yelled at him."

"Who initiated it after that?"

Seonghwa buried his face in the pillow.

"I did."

"Really?!" Yunho plopped down on the same pillow, inches away from Seonghwa's face. "How? When? Why?"

Seonghwa shuffled so he could speak clearly again.

"Before he knew who I was, he said some stuff about liking someone I reminded him of. After everything happened, I wondered if it was me. It sounded like he was talking about me in hindsight. And after our first concert in Japan, I went up to him and I kissed him."

"Yeah?" Yunho asked, excitedly. "When did you guys start having sex again?"

"Wow," Jongho said from the doorway. "You guys are nasty."

"You're honestly not curious?" Yunho sat up to ask Jongho.

"Not about that," he wrinkled his nose. "I'm more interested in how you guys started using the love word like that," Jongho wiggled his eyebrows, joining Seonghwa and Yunho on Seonghwa's bed.

"You guys are honestly okay with Hongjoong and I being like this?" Seonghwa asked, sitting up.

"It's weird for sure," Jongho said with wide eyes. "I'm still trying to get used to the notion that you guys are gay. You being together is a whole different ballpark. But, I mean," Jongho shrugged, "I've never seen Hongjoong so soft before. Did he really tell you he loved you when you guys were hugging like that? That was so heartbreakingly adorable."

"I feel like we're in a drama," Yunho nodded along.

Seonghwa groaned, flushing red as he rolled back into the bed, but there was a smile as he pushed his hand into Yunho's lap.