Heal

I wanted

I wanted to be with you

With every ounce of my being

Craved your touch, kisses, and embrace

I longed for the day your eyes landed on me

Begged for you to see all that we could possibly be

Instead...you found her

She intoxicated you with every move

Her kisses were like vodka moistening your lips

The touch of her fingers were like cigarettes on an ashtray

She was your new addiction

I watched from a distance

My heart held on a string

Hoping that maybe, just maybe

You would find me in the cloud of smoke

But the fog is too thick