Loving A Psychopath (Billdip) Gravity Falls

12: Confess? Feelings?

Bill's POV

"Mabel?" I asked.

"Mabel!"

She finally looked up at me from the table. "Yesss?"

"Are you asking me to make another sweater for you?" She teased, putting her hands on her chin while staring at me in excitement.

"Of course not!" I hissed, crossing my arms.

She tilted her head, smirking. "So what do you need William?" She asked curiously, brushing her sweater of dust like a professional.

"There's this feeling..in my body. I can't understand it. It's some sort of feeling and emotion at the same time-" I explained, tangling my hands together.

"Ooooo! Explain Sir! Just describe it I'm sure to figure it out." She begins, taking out a pen and notepad.

I take a deep, long breath. "I get a tingling in my stomach and I assume it's lack of food. But, apparently it's whenever Dipper is around. I don't seem sick, but my face starts to get red and warm even when he makes me feel happy. When he leaves, I just get this urge to follow him around like I'm lost without his guidance. I guess I kind of am," I rub the back of my head nervously.

She stopped in her notes, slowly smiling wider and wider. She took a breath, gently setting her paper down.

"I understand what you're feeling. And it's pretty clear now."

I shoot up in anticipation. "What is it? I'll do anything! Why am I being so off? Am I dying? Is something wrong with me?!" I questioned.

"Wow. Well, good news and bad news." She states.

"What are they?" I asked.

"Good news..You're in LOVE!!!" She squealed.

"I'm in love?! That's ridiculous! I only love how Dipper darts his eyes when he's concentrated or..when he smiles at me when I do something right..when he gets flustered..smashing his lips on my face.." I muttered, joyous at the thought.

She started giggling.

"You've noticed all that about my brother? Geez, you must really love him~" She inquired, wiggling her eyebrows.

I? Love?- Pinetree?

"No no I can't love it's impossible-"

"Nothing's impossible my friend. Bad news. You have a bad case of something called, "The Otp Panic." The only way to solve it is to confess!" She whispered teasingly.

I turned away from her, holding my face as it began redder and redder. Everything was getting warmer. I had no plan for this! No, no she must had done something wrong!

"Oop. Also Good news! Dipper's back-"

I dashed out the Shack door into the woods before Pinetree could see me in such a vulnerable state.

Just as I got deep enough in the woods, I stuff my hands in my pockets, thinking.

Confess? Feelings?

I narrow my eyes. "I am going to kill Shooting Star." I grumbled.

I eventually find myself in a large clearing, a familiar statue glistening in the middle. It hand was outstretched, moss starting to grow on it with cracks aligning the sides.

My statue.

I sat in front of it, criss crossing my legs and staring intensely at it. That was..really me. I looked up at it, before scoffing.

"What do I even say?" I questioned to myself, pulling my hair back in frustration.

"Oh hey Dip! Fancy meeting you here at a time like this!" I put my hands out in front of me. "I am completely and madly in love with you? I miss you? There's so much I want to say but just know how much I love you?"

"No..no that isn't right." I say, looking aside.

"Okay Bill calm down. Just tell the guy you love him! It's easy! So, why aren't you manning up for once?!" I blurt, throwing my hands up and laying on the grass.

This bond thing is really killing me-

~

I laid there for a long time, drifting off into a deep slumber. Well, that was until I heard a voice.

"Will!" Shooting Star called, running over and tackling me in a hug. I blushed in shock, unsure of what to do.

"Hug me back dum dum!" She says.

I slowly wrap my hands around her, smiling. "Hey mini Dipper." I add, as she giggled.

I turned my head over to see Shooting Star take a look at the statue. Her smile faltered but she shook it off and looked at me.

"Will! We were looking for you! Dipper said-" Mabel starts frantically.

"What did he say? Where is he?!" I interrupt, shaking her.

I'm going to do it! I'm going to confess! Maybe this feeling can finally go away!

"Ohhh? Why do you ask?" She questioned cleverly.

"It's boring without him here! I haven't seen him in foreverrrr!" I pout in anger.

She rolled her eyes. "It's only been a few minutes!" Her eyes glistened as she wrapped her hair into a tight ponytail. Next, she tossed me a bright neon pink bag. I looked back at her before evening it. It was filled with lots of different type clothes and assorted humanly items. I scrunched me face in confusion.

"What this for?" I asked.

"Welllll! Dipper is working at a lifeguard, me and some friends are going to the pool!" She exclaimed, before tapping her chin. "Something about doing it for some nerd books-"

"HE'S A LIFEGUARD?!" I screamed in shock, imagining my gorgeous Pinetree-

"Ya! It's pretty crazy, but he wears light clothing, so he isn't sweaty like a little nerd." She snickered.

"SAY NO MORE! WE HAVE TO GO RIGHT NOW!" I yelled, giggling hysterically and zooming back to the Shack. I grabbed Shooting Star's arm and dragged her if it meant coming early to see my Pinetree in action.