YOU GET ME SO HIGH - CONRAD FISHER

chapter six

flash back

" I miss you."

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maeve could not stop thinking of conrad a person who she though was her bestfriend ignored her the day she needed him most.

ignored.

abandoned.

that's all she could think about when she thought of him but the most important one that crossed her mind was.

why?

one simple question she thought about is, why? why? did you not text or call me back or ask if I was okay but you leave me on read.

maeve was looking back on there photos together messages.

them having the time of there life's and now it's all gone, tears streaming down her face remembering the first time they went to the store together she remembered him pushing her in the buggy running down the isles laughing grabbing food , candy , drinks, then going to the house to watch greece the only movie she wanted to watch that or listen to elvis presley or watch her favorite tv shows the 100, the walking dead. they would ' fight' about to pick what to watc.

but when that night hit her life changed forever and maeve couldn't handle it so she hoped drinking helped it did for only a couple hours so whenever maeve could she would drink, in her car yes she knew it was dangerous but she wanted the pain gone all of it.

the only person that truly understood her was conrad but he left her when she needed him most, it hurt her she felt as he didn't need her or want her anymore.

but susannah was there for her she loved susannah with all her heart maeve couldn't lose her susannah was her mother that's what maeve felt susannah as a mother figure.

one person she could count one was susannah she was the only family maeve felt she had left.

I mean yes steven, jeremiah, belly and laurel, she was close too but susannah was so special to maeve she knew everything about maeve susannah was everything to maeve she just couldn't lose her.

but conrad was different to maeve she felt everything crashed once that one word four letters was on the messages that Maeve sent to conrad read he read them but didn't replay when she told him she needed him but it felt like he didn't care that she needed him.

but that night changed her so much she felt that she needed to feel something so she drank, drank and drank to feel.

but in reality she needed conrad.

but he also needed maeve.

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this is a flash back a week after that night I can't wait for the chapter where she tells what happened.

I will be writing belly's birthday next chapter!!

I kinda wanna write shayla and maeve getting together 😭

because we all know that tay and Steven was getting together as well so fair is fair-

and Conrad being jealous >>> he's so hot when he's jealous.

but Thankyou for 4K on this book I love you guys so much!!

it's honestly so crazy how fast this book as made it I thought it would not make it this far and it has I literally love you guys so much thankyou! this means so much.

also been watching anne with an e I love it so much on season two now!

but I'm already having an idea for a Gilbert fanfic 😭

again thankyou for 4K on this book!

- Rae!